make it go away

2010-10-18T00:53:00.001+08:00

Dear beloved, who is on your mind?

This 'letter' is still in your heart

Suddenly, I touched a fragment of your memory

It pierced my heart and I couldnt move

I want you to notice; no dont notice

Was love what made it cold?

I want to tell you to remain by my side, but.. I cant say it

I met you in this defiled world

Please play the miracle that descended upon my heart

Hello, the times you spent by my side

Can no more be compared to any other happines

2010-10-05T01:27:00.001+08:00

If anybody gave me a new meaning to the word PISSED, seriously.. sometimes its you..

a toast.. to words u cant fulfill, dont say it!

2010-09-24T16:04:00.002+08:00

okay wait, how long has this been ....... almost a year..
u tend to get lazy... well in my case, busy, lazy, bore..
i mean who cares about blogspot anymore right?
people are leaning to tumblr and, and and....... formspring?

so now, lets discuss why im suddenly posting on my beloved blog.. no biggie, and its not gonna be a lengthy discussion either... just the weather brought forth a new meaning to argument.. lots of screaming and shouting going on.. i was weary of being hit, therefore cautious would also be thrown in there..

now there's just the question of how to avoid explaining all of this, cause nobody knows shit about what u're or just gone through.. but explaining should help u get over, or just the constant rambling that gets u nowhere.. kay lets start..

storm clouds covering the sky indicates heavy rain, no? complete with lightning, the works yea.. so sis wanted to do the laundry, she opens the door.. and me, i told her to do it later.. and yea, she being the dysfunctional person she is.. starts throwing a tantrum, screaming and oh yes in my ear, cause i went and close the door, and she just screamed.. god i was praying the neighbors didnt hear it.. 'she's screaming, u think they're abusing her?' its not fun okay..

conclusion.. she went on ranting nonsense for the next 45mins, throwing stuff around, completely ignoring the heavy rain outside.. and my boredom, caused me to come here, and decided to post.. and while typing all this out.. i realized i have a novel to complete, i left it hanging for a year already...

My fishies welcomes me back to this beautiful world..

2009-12-20T22:16:00.004+08:00

i was suppose to post up on AFA right.. im a little late.. so i'll just post a few pictures at the end of the post.. a few only..

so work was alright.. its been a month already.. wow right.. just two more months to go for probation, and i really need to get them to sign the blardy training form.. working as a nurse is no freaking joke, its tough as hell, everyday i keep thinking i cant stand this place, but at the end of the day, i cant help loving my job more and more..

the bias at work is starting to show, and i hate it.. why cant u just treat everyone the same way.. oh and i cried at work already, hehehe.. for being scolded on something that isnt even my fault, such a bitch sometimes.. sometimes u get the feeling everyone is trying to test u, using the wrong way..

and sleeping condition isnt getting better, i am not helping myself at all, just making my condition worse.. every night, i will be out till 3-4am, going home to sleep for 2-3hours before going to work for another 12hours.. and the cycle repeats itself.. i feel weird.. its like i still take life so simply yet im thinking so hard about what i want for my life..

happy life, went to powerhouse with kak and liping.. met alot of new friends.. got closer and even more closer to one.. feeling wary and yet wondering.. the stronghold even though still standing powerfully has started cracking slightly for the past year, the yearning, will this crumble it down completely?

the boys we meet every night.. we made a label for ourselves.. 'the children deprived of love'.. we just cuddle with each other, making ourselves comfortable.. its like we're a bunch of overprotective siblings.. the group im fond of..

a whole load of clubbing this two weeks.. went to powerhouse again.. we took it one step further.. never had the feeling of going clubbing with a partner, it was different, one minute u want him, another minute u just want to dance alone and the next, u want him again.. of course, u have to squeeze in dancing with other guys.. am getting wasted this wednesday..

okay.. AFA pictures!

2009-11-24T00:14:00.002+08:00

First day at ARVC.. and i thought it was AVRC, hehe, my bad.. i was also wrong about the timing, i thought it was a 10hour shift, but no, it actually was a 12hour shift, 4working days, 3 days off.. pay sucks at the moment.. after cpf, you all understand uh..

so first week, im training as receptionist.. there's another new girl coming in, and we'll be starting nurse training together.. so recep............. just one word for it.. Hectic..

recep for today was Amanda.. i just sat down for 5min, and we didnt even manage to get started on the introductions or the basics for the job like the lights, aircon or whatever cause the first client already came in.. then the phone started ringing, non-stop.. we have up to 5 or 6 lines, and we can have 4 lines on hold at one time, and me there, being new and all, just dumbstruck..

i cant even answer phonecalls, what am i going to say? sure 'Good morning, ARVC' and thats it.. amanda was going on and on to clients, checking appointments, making appointments, using the intercom, calling colleagues to answer, 'Julian, David is on line 1'.. i was mesmerized... in a bad way..

and then we have the customers, finding their cards, jotting it down, placing them for the vets, deal with priscriptions, deal with that crap of a label printer that decides to screw up every 10mins.. do payments and on the spot bookings for follow up.. Dr Ly is too popular, everyone wants appointments for tomorrow or earliest possible when the next open slots are available only next week.. things ran behind schedule today.. alot of waiting.. oh and walk in clients still have to call, and they have to wait, for a long long time..

there's alot of typing involve, everytime its type type type on the keyboard, nobody really writes anymore.. and vets are really expensive.. consultants starts from 36, but nobody really pays under 100.. u have your medicines, suppliments, sometimes shampoo and foods, and mostly injections.. i see transactions ranging from $500 to $1500 today..

it was seriously crazy.. but i know, i'll get the hang of it, i mean when you're busy and get tired by the end of the day.. you know your day was worth it..

went to AFA09!! but wont post on it, till i get pictures.. cause i want to upload them.. kay sleep time people..

When soft hair blows across your face..

2009-11-18T09:58:00.003+08:00

okay.. new post of the month.. with another post for next month..
okay joking.. too busy lately, ever since i started at CDM..

kay once again, lets branch this out..

started part time at Cafe Del Mar, located at siloso beach, 2weeks ago.. kay, the place is fine whatsoever, serve food, wine, liqour... mingle with the rest of the staff.. my first day went well.. i had jack telling me all the staff didnt like me.. wow. big shot..

i mean in cartel it was so different, the staff just fawns over you, ya know.. spinelli too, okay changi outlet was small, so everyone is just all over you.. but wow, i know that i give off a very haughty first impression but to the extend where all the staff didnt like me? wth.. all cause.. i look so proud, and im anti social.. blardy hell, first day of course i kept my mouth shut..

but everyone got better.. after a few days, im all open and talkative.. and i already have six eyecandies in that place..

1st, our most wonderful, the youngest looking manager i ever had, 'Adrian'.. he looks a little like GDragon, more so when he smile.. his knowledge on alcohol is soooo... omg.. after closing, we all gather, have a little debrief, and its the question session where we all have to ask him 1 question on alcohol.. and he can answer anything, history of ice wine, tequila shot, bloody mary, anything.. have i mention he looks young and looks a lil like GD?

kay i have less to talk about the rest.. hahaha.. adrian kills the chart and most of my attention span.. 'Xander' our supervisor, damn hot, not to mention he'll tease u like no tomorrow.. 'Weili' the junior bartender, Jean knows him right , so called.. hahaha.. they say he's mixed.. i dont see it, totally chinese to me.. didnt speak much cause he's mostly morning and im mostly night.. 'Jackie' another bartender, this crazy guy knows nothing except making drinks, and teasing the hell out of you.. 'Stanley' floor crew, this one, alah idiotic in a really good way, but he's really cute cause well, he's 2years younger.. he's a mat wannabe chinese, u get my drift.. lastly 'Mark' he's the tall one with the nice body, and totally charismatic face, when he smiles, u'll melt faster than ice cream under the scorching sun, he quite playful as well for a 19yr old.. im a noona to two of my eyecandies, its so sad..

on a good note.. i got an interview at AVRC = Animal Veterinary Recovery Center.. long eh.. AVRC vet clinic.. 1 whole day assestment, watching and helping the vets hold the animal, while they inject, extract blood, clean the table, so on and so forth.. i even did x-ray for a cat, a vet clinic is totally hectic.. after the assestment, was the interview, it went well, was joking with the person.. and while waiting for about 1week.. they called.. i got the job! as vet nurse..

i'll have to go for training and what not, for 3 month, including my probation.. there's alot of benefits that i like, especially about going for further studies, they will sponsor the payment for courses, or overseas courses, but of course with time bond.. im a little disappointed that the zoo didnt call me, but i feel this job, will give me more experiences..

now im a little sad about leaving CDM, cause i feel i havent mingle with adrian enough.. its nice to know, he already remembers u and your name.. but he'll forget in the span of one month after i quit, now that is sad.. as a manager u watch people come and go.. lol..

okay long post, thank for putting up with me.. Vet Nurse hell yeah!!

Somebody get me Canadian Ice Wine...

2009-10-30T05:26:00.002+08:00

been so long right..

just decided, its time to update..

zoo hasnt called me yet.. how long can it take to process a single procedure of hiring? can someone tell me? i can go nearly crazy, endless days of thinking and nearly crying cause the one thing i want so bad.. (even more than changmin, but then lets put changmin aside..) i have heard though, government jobs takes months.. what about the zoo then?

its been so long, and my days have been bored... i still remember the feeling, of waking up for 2 days, and the excitement rushing through, and the next thing u know, u whooshing off to work.. and when i woke up after that two days, knowing i was to be at home, extreme boredom kicked in, and i was left without a thing to do.. i feel pathetic..

otherwise.. miss maisarah has finally picked her life back up, slowly.. and we were invited to go to sentosa with her and her crazily cute, handsome and rich angmo boyfriend.. for the first time we tasted how it feels to have someone to just burn his money endlessly on you.. or us for that day.. outdoor bar on siloso beach, right next to a pool..

none of us entered the salt water that day.. it was chlorine water instead, cause we felt like it, and it was too hot for the sea.. had drinks, while basking in the pool like some pampered rich bitches in our bikinis watching all the other angmos do the same thing.. had ice cream too, in the pool.. and more drinks.. and then he wanted to go on the luge.. so we did, skyride, and luge after that.. strictly no racing, but we raced anyway, with me and dian wearing dresses for god's sake.. there was no need to brake, unless u're one of the faint hearted.. ^-^ made friends..

ended up applying as part time at the very same bar, and now i'll be working at siloso beach people.. starting next week, need to do something with my time.. still thinking about the zoo thing.. sigh..

now to go into rehab to reduce my online shopping.. i just... cant get enough of it... someone stop me.. or else give me more money.. im like stuck stuck stuck.. there's a freaking MAC 24 brush set just waiting for me to pick up!!!!!!!!!! and that sweet girl just had to order it.. and she was asking me if i wanted it, since i inquired on it.. *screams!!!* i want that set... badly.. oh god sobs...

There's far too much to take in here..
More to find than can ever be found...

2009-10-08T20:06:00.004+08:00

okay, so something great happened this past week... some probably knows already, but still..

the zoo called me for a 2 day job attachment.. so i went on a painstaking 1 and half hour trip to the other end of the country to mandai zoo.. was intro-ed to the staff, except for 2 who were on leave.. we have 3 vets, Serena, Anwar and Abraham.. melayu eh u think.. not really.. malaysians.. Serena too i think.. Elina is indo chinese.. She's the current vet tech.. Mulyadi and Anil, indo as well, worked in the zoo for 12years already.. he's the hospital ward keeper.. oh, i forgot.. the only singaporean in the dept, fadillah, the admin of the zoo hospital..

so first day.. did a bunch of blood test, keeping of the serum.. hematology testing, criptology, biochem tests.. there was no fecal test, since there was no fecal samples that day.. so i got to watch 3 post motem on an otter, a slow loris and mouse deer.. they're all dead if you must know.. i didnt take any pictures, since im so new and all, and it might be disrespectful.. so we cut it open, and checked the organs.. human autopsy might look clean to you, but know that, dead bodies, are literally cut open, all the organs are taken out.. they cut up your kidney, your heart, check your lungs, liver and all that..

the otter died of spleenic tumor, when we cut up the waist area, the inside was flooded with blood, vessels had ruptured.. the slow loris had severe jaundice, it died of something else though.. the mouse deer died of hepititis B..

watched a sterilisation surgery on a small monkey, i forgot the name.. its ovary was weird looking, it was cute actually.. it had two previous miscarriage and is very thin, so they didnt want her to try anymore..

2nd day was fun.. met dr. anwar who really took scaring newbies in a new way.. i was cutting up veggies to prepare the food, and he saw me, and he went 'i give you 5 secs to tell me who the hell you are..' and i was stuttering as he was counting till 2, before i managed to spit out the details needed.. but then.. he is extremely cute, young at only 28, has slightly long and wavy hair.. really my type, but we didnt get along in the morning, cause the next time i saw him, we really glared at each other as i walked past him.. he was better in the afternoon, since i was alone in the lab and he was dropping off blood samples, he was asking where i live and all..

but finally, real lab work, we had fecal samples (shit).. yes the vet tech deal with *crap* everyday.. so i got to do some, giraffes mostly.. lol.. the dept had a meeting in the evening, Mul was rushing to clean up a small plython, it was covered in glue.. and i helped.. i really liked it, have been wanting to touch a snake since forever.. so there it was coiling itself on my hand, as i cleaned it body, Mul held the head, then we bathed it in warm water and soap.. ^-^

i was the first to go on this attachment apparently.. and Mul told me they didnt know, if Serena will be taking in another.. hopefully i get it, because i shamelessly whispered to Mul before he went to the meeting to give me a good word.. Anwar was saying its a shame because he didnt get a chance to bully me yet, but i really like the dept, they are so comfortable with each other, its like the SGS dept i was in.. was so sad, when i was told i could go.. and tearing up when i told Serena i hope i could come back, keeping a straight face and all..

pics... the name tag is nice right.. so proud when they gave it to me, and i had to give it back.. well cause if you have it, u have free entry to the zoo, night safari and jurong bird park..

here's the little one...

and spot the cat.. although i think its pretty obvious..

Subete Wa Changing..

2009-09-26T07:51:00.004+08:00

okay, here i am.. i have been ignoring my blog for weeks.. and here's why..

my life is on the down roll.. whatever i do bores me.. and i sit at home, sleeping all day and going out to be an unwanted person on the streets.. okay im being harsh on myself.. go and hang out is more appropriate..

let me break down what has been happening...

-a certain bff came back after 1year few months, after breaking up with boyfriend..
-izza made friends with two boys, named aziz aka lipas and heiry..
-hang out with those two while heiry gets interested in me..
-some shit happened between the two boys all this time..
-aziz is engaged, izza in shit.. and so is heiry, engaged i mean, and boy, i was lucky i wasnt into him..
-got an interview at the zoo for veterinary technician..
-izza and aishah found a little kitten, which we named kiki..
-my sleep diminished with each day caring for it..
-a kind soul by the name of shafiq took ownership and kiki became jonny..
-aziz came and talked to us, on how he lost, his friend, gf, and fiance in one night..
-khai came back into our life, me and misha, with dreadful consequences..
-our once okay 5-6 years of friendship has now turned awkward, with a love triangle..
-only i dont think he's aware of my side.. i think..
-izza found out that aziz is still with his fiance..
-my bff caused alot of contrevosy while knowing alot of other people..
-hanging out with her more while izza got a job..
-misha fought with khai, while khai is now playing hide and seek with the both of us..
-misha is getting closer to zaki, which is nice for a change, cause zaki is the sweetest thing..
-izza met aziz again (rolls eyes)
-aziz's fiance called me early this morning..
-izza is now missing..
-each day, i could only think about the dream job at the zoo, which i hope i will get..
-with each stress building up, hani has became a total smoker..
-i can smoke 5 sticks in a day now, when i use to only smoke 1..
-i hope i dont turn into an official smoker..
-realized that every night, im a slacker who hangs out..
-i could die from depression..

this hasnt been a good two months...

on the plus side.. had a good time with huda and izza during raya eve, we went to the geylang bazaar.. went to eat those japanese fruit tart with rash rash.. im addicted to online shopping.. i have now ordered from about 5 sprees already, two of those orders have reached me.. 3 more to go while i'll probably keep ordering.. wanted to post pictures.. but i guess, naaah..

i'll try to keep posting more of my angsty life until it gets abit better, im still thinking of some other jobs as a backup.. but one would like to keep hoping..

oh by the way.. visit my fishes and feed them a little, they're eternally hungry.. click on the blue link, and wait for a while.. they're really cute, and i cant help playing with them for a long time..

But I'm Trying To Fly...

2009-07-30T12:54:00.003+08:00

went to have a little dessert with Rash Rash at Bakerzin.. got a little shock at the menu.. didnt know they serve foods too, since i thought Bakerzin only serve desserts.. hehe..

so we tried two items, for two people.. lol..
i had Vanilla Creme Brulee.. it taste good, the caramelized sugar is something i can have everyday.. the custard seriously taste like whipped cream.. warm whipped cream.. i miss having cupfuls of whipped cream.. Hudz? haha..

Rash has the... Javari Cake.. i think we got the name wrong somewhere but it's close..
cause i remembered the Java part.. and the ri..
this is one superb choc cake, the crust base is what i love, nutty!

home, a few days ago i watched the T concert commentary, which toho mentioned they had a live band playing, which was yeah.. but i didnt notice the drum beats during Rising Sun.. and so, forgetting that my concert dvd is with Jannah.. but thank god, there's the Secret Code album..
and so after i on the tv, bragxie got interested...

she was more interested in them! and i happened to snap when Jae is on screen..

and here she is.. its not clear.. but she's totally rubbing on whatever's in there..
and the thing in there is rambutans..
she's getting intoxicated by rambutans... she's really rubbing on it..

Hani is bored, and she needs a job.. or needs to go back to school..

Noblesse Oblige.
Even if you abuse state power, I hope you will continue to become an honest messiah.

2009-07-18T06:03:00.005+08:00

okay.. and so after two weeks of disappearing.. okay not actually..
i was just at home.. and why bother blogging about what i do at home everyday..
download, anime, drama, songs, variety, eat, bathe, sleep... boring much?

okay well.. hudzie's birthday.. did u like what we made for you? i know you did..
went to esplanade.. chilled out.. once again Happy Birthday Hudz!

we baked cookies for hudz.. me and rash.. over at her house, it was an interesting experiment, and we didn't even use chocolate chips, but the huge chocolate blocks.. and thankfully, i have a love for knifes or i'll be cutting my fingers instead of chopping the block in mini mini sized chocolates..

and this, was something me and dian did.. i have successfully converted her into a dbsk fan..
and one who loves Jaejoong..
This isnt blur.. i guess she just did it like that..

this are the cats around the neighbourhood.. who knew they could be such posers..

and today, it's Taemin's 16th birthday.. Saengil Chukha Hamnida, growing up from such a innocent little boy, you've matured into this.. -drools-

and can people tell me what's wrong with this picture?
i feel so.. turned on by this.. hahaha.. very turned on..

I met you in this defiled world...

2009-07-03T04:32:00.003+08:00

it's been almost a month... like wow..
that's cause i didnt have the mood to update actually.. heeeeee.. sigh

okay so lets start from what i remember a 4 weeks ago...

ryeowookie's birthday which i celebrated silently..
huda accompanying me to snap pictures with harry potter posters at citylink..
meeting fye there as well, who was dating huda at the moment..
going to Eve's house to see haro, and her seriously amazing collection of figures..

i'm jealous of that.. cause when i have my own room, i wanted to have that, a cupboard, and slowly start my collections.. hehe..

going to Jap class to discover the most irritating classmate ever.. i am pissed just thinking about it until now.. i think im too kind, in front of the entire class, i just... foooooooo, *breathe breathe*..

met up with huda after that at tampines, where we hang out at starbuck.
went back to my house, to settle her ipod..
fye came along, but refuse to enter my house, for dont know what, god sake childishness..
slept while those two chatted outside..
finally went mac for supper while we planned for various ways to get off a date..

met up with nee-chan and sijie for our seoul garden..
you know nee-chan, whatever toast we were suppose to make were completely forgotten..
ate, ate, ate, and ate non-stop..
made my craving for meat worse when i got home.. i should just be a lion.
went to hmv and i spotted the ipod.. i cant wait for august..

met izza yesterday..
there was this HUGE cockcroach blocking my way, i almost died, but i went passed it..
when i turned around it was no longer there, i was frantically brushing every inch of my body..
bought drinks and snack, sat down at the playground, where we started talking..
she cried... i almost cried.. we were depressed in a way..

and now i hope everything goes well... for work especially..
and that bitch better watch out this sunday..
i will find every opportunity to be rude..

oh and Happy Belated Birthday Leeteuk...

2009-06-04T13:52:00.003+08:00

watched Dance Subaru! yesterday at amk..

for those who love japanese movies or ballet, please watch.. its a very good movie, with a beautiful storyline.. only thing is, its seriously tear-jerking, so please bring tissues to the movie.. but i love the ballet parts, its wonderful..

Tohoshinki has a cameo in the movie!! singing The Way You Are.. a joint production for insert singers from SM Entertainment and Avex Japan.. all the singers in the soundtrack are from labels Rhythm Zone..

and forgetting to give a toast to Park Micky Yoochun yesterday.. His birthday is today.. well, he look good in his few seconds of screen shot.. they all look good, since it was during T season when toho had their best hairdos..

anyway..

Happy Birthday Park Yoochun a.k.a Micky!
Saengil Chuka Hamnida!!

Credits:Sharingyoochun@wordpress

next up.. Blood: The Last Vampire... rash your totally following right.. hahaha..

Bolero.........

2009-05-30T07:03:00.005+08:00

went to esplanade theater on the bay.. for another gig.. with unnie..

under her info, a japanese indie band has come down from tokyo for the weekend.. and its free!! guys, if u have time, go check them out.. they are super.. excellent in crowd moving.. genre in a wide range, they cover about alot of genre.. they even sang enka!! and they really sound like kanjani8!!

we're all going kyakya down there.. usually in a band, u'd notice one of the members who were exceptionally cute.. but this band has about 9members, 5 being the main members, and the other 4 being supporting members.. out of this 9, there's like 5 who are cute.. which is the main members.. ahahaha! the drummer, vocalist, guitarist, bassist and this guy who plays the trumpet.. super kakkoi to kawaii!!

me and unnie managed to take pics with two of them.. ahaha.. good thing im learning japanese at this time yeah? the guys are really really wild onstage, they even had little comedy acts onstage, we had some question time with them.. one about getting bluffed about singapore having no apples and so buying a few boxes of apples from tokyo to give to the esplanade people.. and he was there bowing comically for forgiveness and doing the Seppuku.. while me shouting 'kanojo imasuka?!' loudly.. haha.. means do u have a girlfriend..

another great thing is, they're collaborating with one of our lacal band 'Comic Strip'.. i heard they're very popular too, and now i know why.. the band is hot!! with trumpets, saxophone and trombone.. the vocalist is super good!! and the collab was fantastic!! i've never seen such large crowds at esplanade theater.. unnie said, next month, there might be a korean band coming in, im so going.. and must bring money.. cause they usually bring their albums in too..

and here we have..

the vocalist on your left, and the guy on trumpet on your right..

and lately im getting obsessed on fanarts.. especially DBSK's fanarts.. here's a nice one of Jaejoong..doesnt he look like a doll?! kyaaaaaa!!

24/7.. You Are My Heaven...

2009-05-25T15:51:00.002+08:00

Birthday!!! okay well, yesterday the internet was down so i couldnt update..

but first, Along and family unknowingly brought me out for advance birthday outing on friday evening, and they were like, 'gasp, its your birthday tomorrow?!'.. but i had fun with them..

main event was saturday's all local rock-band-come-together gig at arts house.. erm i just made up the title name.. we were invited by Rash's schoolmate who was playing.. they're called Au Revoir.. well starting wasnt so good, since they had trouble setting up.. but eventually, they did fine..

if u asked me on my opinion, when watching their performance on youtube, i would say they sucked, but watching them live, they really impressed u.. i like the vocalist! i hope someone finds her and offer her vocal training, she's good..

i think there's about 10-12 bands, playing 5 songs each, making the gig about 6-7hours from 5.30pm to 12plus am.. cool right.. the guy supervising the sound system is super super handsome, and super super my type... but sadly......... shall not elaborate..

but i so love gigs now! and if anyone dares to say that singapore doesnt have singing talent, im going to slap the person upside the head.. there's alot of talents u have never even seen before.. and they're all underground, in gigs.. its a wonder why they dont want to audition for singapore idol.. please, they sound better than taufik and hady put together..

more gigs!! more gigs!!
and thank you for wishing me, everbody who did.. LOVE YA!
pics, little bit only, since we're enjoying the gig too much to take pics,
over at rashidah's blog!! haha..

I lost it cause I sell my love to U..

2009-05-21T18:53:00.002+08:00

okay so had fun with Hudz n Rash, with Dian n Siti as well.. we walked around bugis and crapped around basically.. well, its just nonsense especially the jokes part lah..

the two young girls overnight at my place.. well, lets hope they dont get too over excited with the extra freedom that comes with living at my house.. they've been going lepak at night twice in a row already.. must say i missed those times, going out at night.. but now.. cant really be bothered..

looking forward to saturday with rash, sadly hudz cant come along..

finally meet izza like yesterday night.. damn its tiring to get a whole of her lately.. since her hp got suspended.. biler ade prepaid susah, biler ade line pun susah.. sigh.. and as always, a whole lot of story filled the house, and just the two of us making noise enough to wake the people up next door.. makes me thing of this quote.. 'they've talked on the phone for 1-2hours, talking non-stop but when they hang up, they say 'okay i'll tell you the details later'....... they talked for so long already, what details do they need!!'... yes that totally explains me and izza talking..

we can talk for hours on the phone, and meet up just 15mins and talk somemore.. the same thing if im chatting with huda.. 3hours non-stop on the phone.. i remember talking to alisa for like 10hours straight.. gahaha..

The FIRE, my mind goes Boom Boom Boom..

2009-05-18T02:25:00.001+08:00

another birthday post today..

its Taeyang-sshi's birthday!! yay! ~~~~..

Happy Birthday Taeyang!!
Saengil Chukha Hamnida!!

credits: bigbangkorean@wordpress

now speaking of big bang...
here's GD.. with nice loooong hair..
im completely in love..

G-Dragon with w-inds.. hehehe.. aww look at how cute he is..

Walking through this city...
I start to hear music...
Everything is changing...

2009-05-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

just a short post..

on...

My Dear!! okay fine.. Our dear Tacchon!!

Happy Birthday Tacchon!!
Otanjoubi Omedetou!!

may u be just as sweet and silent as always...
i have no idea why, im even attracted to you in the first place..
i guess u cant explain love..

Yay Tacchon!!

2009-05-11T13:39:00.000+08:00

okay, a very late post on last saturday..

lets see, follow abang long and family to, levis warehouse sale.. to buy stuff, timberland warehouse sale, where it doesnt even look like sale.. but okay, from 250 to about 60 is a sale i guess..

next was on to bowling! we headed all the way to telok blangah for bowling.. and so i got my hands on bowling again, after what.. 2-3years? haha.. u can say i didnt do well the first game at all, but after that, with repeating advices from the elders.. finally.. dian managed a strike.. haha.. we all did well.. abang jeff n family joined us later on, going for a few more games..

had dinner at habourfront banquet.. and finally moved on..

to the flyer.. where now the pictures will do the talking..
on the flyer when you're suppose to be enjoying the scenery at a great height..
the only enjoyment for us was..
scrambling aroung like ants and taking as many photos..
as possible before the cameras run out of battery..

and then we had supper at lau pa sat, satay, chicken and rojak.. and once again we moved on to our last destination.. marina barrage! where we got caught in a seriously non moving traffic jam, but we managed to park eventually.. on to more picture taking.. but no pictures on marina barrage... yet..

and people! i managed all this while having extreme flu and fever.. and no, i do not have swine flu since the case hasnt reach singapore yet, even if it is getting closer, thailand has its first case already.. but anyways, imagine bowling while you're having fever..

2009-05-05T08:37:00.002+08:00

japanese class is starting to get annoying.. no, not the learning part, but the people who are taking them.. im starting to regret taking the sunday class.. its been labelled as the sunday make-up class.. u miss your class during the week, make it up on sunday.. just this week, the class was full, we had like 5students from other classes.. which is seriously annoying.. the sensei was teaching awkwardly cause, it wasnt just us..

this week lesson was on superly complicated grammer with half the class not understanding what sensei was teaching.. partly because i didnt get any sleep for the whole night, morning and afternoon, listening to her forcing herself to teach in a manner that will be understood by the whole class and repeating herself was seriously irritating..

and i still dont get some of this old aunties who take the lesson, and after 8weeks, still cant properly pronouce the characters.. i mean how difficult is the characters anyway.. i dont mind that her learning rate for the grammar is slow or beyond slow or whatever.. it just irks me that she is still unable to pronounce, listening to her trying to read and getting the simplest character wrong.. how difficult is it to say 'shi'?! gossiping in chinese probably wont take five minutes i bet, and chinese sounds even difficult to pronounce..

enough ranting.. on the way to class.. erm, at the bus stop around my blk, while waiting unpatiently for the bus, a whole group of motorist, i mean it a whole group, like maybe 20-25? they practically conquered the street, wearing black or yellow helmets with the same designs.. i never thought design groups still existed today, thought they practically died out..

they rode off.. and about 5minutes later, another whole gang appeared right behind them, about 20-25 more.. everyone at the bus stop were seriously gaping and staring at the first group about 2 traffic lights ahead.. and so this 2nd batch rode off, only to be joined by another batch which came from the opposite street, another 20-25 of them..

its probably a declaration of war somewhere.. or maybe one of members died from an accident and is having a funeral.. i mean most of them had their girlfriends with them, quite a few minah tudung.. u wouldnt bring a minah tudung girlfriend to a declaration of war would u..

The Happy Sensation, Big Invitation..
A little more Sweet Emotion...

2009-05-01T03:23:00.003+08:00

another random post by me...
well, i just cant help posting all this alright...

remember bout 2~years (??) ago, i posted something about this guy who was already 50+ saying blowing out candles on birthday cakes wouldnt be a good idea cause..

firstly.. there'd be too many candles..
and secondly.. it wouldnt be too short from a fire hazard..

and let me show you how it looks like..

it's be great if that cake is a giant marshmallow wouldnt it.. ^-^

2009-04-27T00:06:00.003+08:00

had dinner with Hudzie Hudz.. went to marina sq at the usual eating place..

after dessert, went over to esplanade to chill, and we didnt really planned to watch any gigs or whatsoever there but the band performing sounded nice so we ended up going over.. a three member band called Abuse the Youth.. and the songs they performed was very nice, not to mention they have a super cute vocalist who sounded like Tablo..

next up was The Papers.. huda was going on about wanting The Rock.. why not complete it with The Scissors? tsk.. so well a 5 member band who look like a bunch of misfits.. but when the drummer started, all of us were stunned.. these are a bunch of misfits with talent! the drummer was that good, no he is very very good.. and so continuing with the bassist, guitarist, keyboardist, lastly the vocalist..

their music was punk-ish, indie.. and all i can say, even if their album is just made of instrumentals it would be a superb hit cause the vocalist just sucks.. but seriously these boys can play some serious music.. and this time, the bassist was super cute lar! he has.. mm.. nice hands.. nice hair.. nice face... very nice hands... i like to watch his hands strumming the guitar particularly.. apart from laughing with huda while watching the vocalist dance around like some drunk thinking he's in a club.. he irritates us..

i would like to get a hold of their album soon, because even though the vocalist was.......... the band's music rocks! while watching The Paper, got to see Abuse the Youth's vocalist, he was standing close to us.. he was damn cuter up-front! KYAAA!! Tablo sound alike!!

CATS Musicaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal!!

2009-04-24T00:27:00.003+08:00

totally unrelated to my normal blogging..
but are my post ever related.. anyway..

just wanted to post up something cute...
which i find soo tempting to put it up here..

here we have the president of the school student body..
in red, flirting or rather trying to flirt..
with the president of the school treasury in white...

the catch is.. its the Bell Liberty Academy a.k.a BL Academy for BOYS..
and so the results are..

but actually these two arent gay.. but the pictures are so suggestive and so cute..
i just had to u know.. hahahahahahaha...

2009-04-18T02:45:00.006+08:00

back to school was tiring.. will be spending 6months back in ITE.. for reasons very obvious if you think about it.. i dont feel like typing it down here..

so well, spent 3days as the precious lab tech.. okay 2 and half days.. i nearly went crazy on the first day, no joke..

so we spend the whole day, decontaminating, decontaminating and more decontaminating.. and preparing saline water.. sterilzing a whole lot of stuff, and preparing for oliver's clas next week.. im so dreading preparing for practical class.. we ran around just to get enough stuff for his class.. there's a whole lot of glasswares and equipments in all the labs, but never enough in the prep lab.. i wonder why's that..

and for breaks, would invade in serena's and huda's time in the project lab.. mr roy a.k.a pooh bear treated us to pizza hut today, all because mcdonald doesnt want to accept credit card for our transaction.. thanks cher, oh well i'll be seeing you for the next 6months anyway..

anyway good luck to classmates who are starting poly next week.. fresh new start, fresh new school.. fresh new people..

new obsessions.. currently, blank dvds..

and speaking of SHINee, me and serena were going all about how SHINee is taking a too long vacation.. unnie found pictures.. of them... with.. looong hair!! hani extremely liiiiiiike!!

and and and...

minho-goon

minho ya... *hani just fainted*

and after that its more drooling at onew, who looks extremely, huggable, huggable, chewable.. if i may be pervertic or erotic whatever, i'd love to bring him to bed..

key looks extremely handsome with the beanie... dont they all, well its okay, other than fashion, they have a very good reason to wear it..

enjoying the coffee table in front of the tv... well no let me rephrase it.. im actually wasting electricity.. while the tv is playing dvds, the laptop is running with internet for easy access while im watching the tv.. and the pc is switched on, so i can burn dvds.. all at the same time..

Lollipop 'Time', Come to me sweetly..

2009-04-14T01:46:00.002+08:00

going to RP hurts me..
and it doesnt do anymore good to me when i see all those brand new.. fujitsu.. T_T

okay so slept over at rash's house.. again.. haha, and we were watching 'Waiting..' on her new lappy.. well, actually saw waiting years ago, but it came back to me.. haha.. and so we went on a night ride with her brother(his car rocks man!) to 7-11, well actually we would be going to Mac but unfortunately there was a road block somewhere in tampines, and while big bro was on mc.. ehem.. shame eh rash, or we'd be eating fries instead of precooked food.. haha..

went to RP once again as rash has some problems.. it was erm.. camp time for first years, and so we had first years student running around playing games, while me and rash went around finding some of the most cool places on campus, okay the school was quite empty so places are nice and quiet for chilling..

there's this place, where its like sofas and tables put together, and its really compact together, so u sit on the floor while ur laptop is propped on the sofable(sofa+table).. and there's really alot of powerpoints, i know its RP we're talking about here.. but come on, its like there's more powerpoints in one place than in the whole ITE combined..

Ciara - Love, Sex, Magic (ft. Justin Timberlake) MV...
doesnt do justice for non open-minded people..
Warning, if you're not super open-minded like me.. Do Not watch it..
i was watching and being aware of the fact that we're in a campus,
and having every possibility of other students looking at us,
and thinking that we're watching some freaking porn on campus..

on the other hand.. that ciara, is freaking flexible..

The 'answer' is in you Baby...

2009-04-03T17:48:00.007+08:00

almost a week late in posting.. hehe..

so jap classes, is going well, we get new classmates every week, and the seats keep getting rotated.. tsk, this is why u should appreciate seating arrangements in school.. its annoying and irritating to keep switching your seats.. but can say we were in a down mood this week, but it got better.. and i realize, its freaking hard for a left-hander to write japanese characters!!!

i am sugoku proud that my sensei is calling me hani-chan.. kyaaaa~

so then had a late supper with tomok and izza few nights back.. its like role playing has been switched.. lately in the past few years, izza has been filling the gap that misha has left behind.. but not that anyone minds anyway..

so then we hang out till about 6am, then we decided to crash over at my place to watch movies, its a lucky thing that my monitor is bigger now.. so we watch kung fu pande (me: again).. then its was on to the horror.. and we watched the doll master at 8am! yea well, we covered all the windows.. after that its 4bia.. this is why i dont really like thai horror.. their ghost are really well made, doll master has just pretty dolls moving around.. i can handle..

DMC-ed once again with huda.. u just cant get away from MatsuKen..
also been watching lots of Tohoshinki Variety somehow raw... its hard to get subbing ones.. and passing time with animes, trying to get them finished up.. nee-chan how do u watch them all on a regular basis, its amazing...

and now some screenshots.. of once again.... changmin.. and one of jaejoong, cause he's just simply cute in it.. and a few other pics.. keke..

its from Shabekuri, its freaking hilarious, i hope GOE subs it, really i want it to be subbed, then i can disturb all of you with it.. bear with me people cause i just have to story bout this.. hahahahhahahahahhaha...

first up.. changmin.. staring intensely.. we all know why he stares, that's cause he's being denied one of his most favourite past time.. and that is eating..

and he was staring at this.. i wouldnt blame him, its sukiyaki meat..

and when he finally chose to eat, the host was teaching him how to break up his chopsticks, put his hands together to pray first.. something that he already knows since his first word of jap is itadakimasu so he plainly says that he knows..

actually i didnt understand what the host told him at this part until he laughed so hard he almost spilled the entire pot of boiling... whatever it was.. but u can hear the other hosts going 'watch it, its dangerous!'..

i love this part personally.. this host is damn good at getting people to remember names, i probably wouldnt remember the name of the restaurant if he didnt do this.. going on about obama's song thingy and going 'te-te-te-ten-ten, te-te-te-ten ten, and the restaurant is.... TEN TEN!'.. then covering the picture and asking the boys whats the name, and they're were answering back like 5year olds in a class room 'ten ten!'.. everybody laughed and jaejoong just had to be extremely extremely happy..

its gyoza this time.. can u believe i've never had gyoza.. i've been living under a rock..

this host is unbelievable, every time he removed the cloth to show the pictures, he would put it on himself and finally became a nun so called and started blessing everyone.. sound effects are maximum pleasure..

and once again changmin's intense stare, more intense this time directly at the camera for what reason i dont know, he's staring at me?! while everyone else is looking at yoochun eating.. kyaaa!

sigh.. suddenly i feel for barbecue seafood.. king prawn? im hungry..

Looking like America's next top billionaire....

2009-03-25T21:23:00.003+08:00

this might or might not be a long post.. im getting lazy to update lately..
which is whyyyyy.. okay i dont know why...

so, the end of ITE, for two years! we have gone through many necessary and unnecessary things.. and my finishing school speech is way overdue.. oh hell.. i made good and many friends.. is my point..

i would love to put up big bang's 'Oh My Friend' video again, but im too lazy to go find it.. kekeke..

pictures of us wearing the school lab coat, probably the last time in a looooong while.. although i will be throwing out my uniform, the labcoat i will keep..

went to watch Kenichi Matsuyama in D.M.C!! its a really... wow.. i never thought death metal would actually sound nice.. and now i think death metal groupies are way more hardcore than any other genre groupies ever, even if they were exagerated.. i mean you dont imagine die hard bubble pop groupies, in HMV, crazily banging their heads, standing on shelves listening to their idol's sweet bubble pop song..

and now.. the review of Tohoshinki's new album.. The Secret Code..
i shall not go into numbering order, since they are not in order in my itunes..
and yes, im doing only the new tracks..

Taxi - i ok ok like the ballad..

Stand Up - i like it!

9096 - a remix of 9095.. i still dont understand the beat for this remix, but after listening to it for the 4th time.. i really really like it..

Secret Game - totally jazz/pop.. but its nice.. i like jazz as long as its not soul jazz playing in the bars dat can totally bring u to sleep in one go.. I LIKE!

FORCE - this rocks me.. i sugoku like this one.. -hearts hearts- favourite so far.. as DMC's manager would have said.. it makes me wet!!

Nobody Knows - another super catchy song.. i dont know what genre.. but i like this too!

9095 - pop/techno ish.. okay i also didnt understand the beats but after listening for a few times.. it grew on me.. i like!

so dats it for the new tracks.. gah i like all the songs! this is not biasness u get me.. havent listened to disc 2 yet.. but most of it is just the old tracks from previous singles..

i hope gramaphone bring in the 2cd+dvd version of this album.. i want the dvd, which has HQ MVs of their songs which i can watch on tv.. big screen!!!!

Go to DMC!!

2009-03-13T22:58:00.002+08:00

hola... i am now spending my night at RashRash's house.. and we are both in the same room (living room) with her brother with all 3 of us on the laptop.. except for her brother who's handling both the xbox360 and his laptop.. (i swear Rash's laptop is mini-small, she's using Ash's laptop)

okay now for Super Junior's 3rd Vol Album review... i manage to hear all of them but not in detail, and i can say the most enjoyable tracks so far is.. Sorry Sorry, Why I Like You, Reset... the MV is super disappointing, especially the dance, who i have expected better from someone who's a US choreographer..

its like BoA US debut with the US version being more suckier than the Asian version which is super... Nice!

i will need to listen to the album more, but other albums are in need of listening or i'll never clear my just downloaded songs list... ~angela aki....... ~

i need to screencap a picture of changmin!!!!!! he look so bloody adorable eating that freaking delicious looking parfait... but rather than him, i'd like the parfait please.. or instead can i visit the shop? no no, can i have than chocolate thingy that Yunho was having?

no no, i want that changmin screencap!!!

Japanese lessons thi sundaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! finally, im excited like hell.. and i wonder what's my mini classmates are going to be like.. are they going to be JPop fanatics, anime fanatics or just wanting to learn japanese..

my doll obsession has returned... jang jang jang... and now my desktop is in need of an haro and a super nice male doll to complete the table.. not that there's a table, i will buy a new one soon.. together with a new bookcase, a new CD+DVD case... sigh i need my own room..

we made brownies.. again, and this time.. the middle part, overflows with hershies chocolate, chocolate chip cookies and coco crunch.. we're all gonna be high on chocolate tonight.. ^-^ oh and its nice to have a laptop..

2009-03-10T02:56:00.003+08:00

once again, another meme.. tagged by nee-chan..
its an anime meme! haha..

◆好きな女性キャラクターを五人答えてください (Your five favorite female characters.)
NANA Oosaki (NANA)
Kyoko Mogami (Skip Beat)
Ai Enma (Jigoku Shoujo)
Feldt (Gundam 00)
Gascogne (Vandread)

◆アナタが一番好きなのは誰ですか？ (↑ Who do you like the most?)
NANA Oosaki

◆好きな男性キャラクター五人答えてください (Your five favorite male characters.)
Gaara (Naruto)
Kyouya-senpai (Ouran High)
Hitsugaya Toushirou (Bleach) -my chibi taichou! Kyaa!!-
Kanda (D.Gray-Man)
Lockon Stratos de 1st (Gundam 00 S1) -i just had to mention that.. haha-

◆アナタが一番好きなのは誰ですか？ (↑ Who do you like the most?)
Gaara

◆好きなゲームを三つ答えてください (Your three favorite games.)
Tenchu, Monster Rancher, --

◆好きな声優さんは？ (Your favorite anime seiyuu?)
according to nee-chan he's Taniyama Kishou because i fall asleep listening to his sadistic sheep counting..

◆好きなアニソンは？ (Your favorite anison [anime song]?)
i dont have one yet..

◆コスプレをする？またはどんなコスプレをしてみたい？ (Do you cosplay? Or, what kind of cosplay would you like to do?)
Azuma Ayame of Tenchu..

◆アニメ・漫画・ゲームの中で現実に欲しいものは？ (What in Anime, manga, game do you want to turn into a reality?)
the skill of Himura Kenshin.. ^-^

◆アナタが最も萌えを感じるものは何ですか？ (What makes you feel "MOE" the most?）
seeing Neil talking to Haro n Haro playing with him, Neil caring for Haro..
seeing Gaara being Gaara..
seeing chibi taichou being chibi taichou...
er.. which means seeing them being fierce and... sadistic..

MY GOD I'M REALLY A 'M' PERSON!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO -runs around screaming-

hmm, i dont know who to pass this to.. Jean-chan maybe.. haha.. Jean-chan.. do it..

2009-03-04T00:08:00.002+08:00

last week i was back to school.. and into rash's and huda's group.. Fungi..

well being in school was abit better but still, there wasnt much to help me with.. did some things that i would prefer doing than testing on nothing but oil.. and that was microbial work.. even though the rest of the group might be bored of it by now, im still okay about it..

had nee-chan n sijie over to have Full Metal Panic session while drooling over the gundam meisters.. well can safely say we were in tieria erde mode.. somewhat..

singapore is finally having it rainy season, its late.. although there were times in which i wish the rain was delayed abit for maybe a few minutes, like yesterday when i bought some materials for presentation, and i was thinking how lucky that i decided to get a plastic board instead of paper since just after i paid for it, the heavy rain decided to make its grand entrance and poured magnificently..

the cashier was no help, i was wondering how to carry it back home in the rain.. i had an umbrella, a big one (my disney favourite, not because it was free but because my bro gave it to me although it was free), a plastic bag with stuff inside.. and she suggested..

she: if you want i can give u a small plastic bag.. (small?! WTH right..)
me: it cant fit right..
she: -sadly- yes i know........... but if u still want it..
me: it still cant fit..

grr.. doesnt she get it, cant fit why even offer.. it doesnt do justice for me now that im irritated so easily.. who wouldnt be irritated when this kind of stupid and nonsense type of gestures are pushed towards you at a pretence of being helpful.. stop trying..

im at a stage where im trying to deny my existence while trying to prove im more alive than anyone.. sigh..

Life goes on..

2009-02-23T23:16:00.003+08:00

and so nee-chan has tagged me for doing a 'meme'..
and i shall get down to it.. finally.. dozo!

Make a list of 5 things you can see without getting up:
1. The Mirror..
2. Bro's PA picture..
3. Clock..
4. Table calender..
5. 5 umbrellas..

How do you style your hair?
~ Let it down..

What are you wearing now?
~ T-shirt..

Who was the last person you said 'I Love You' to?
~ Saaa...

Do you nap a lot?
~ Yes..

Who was the last person you hugged?
~ Jean-chan..

What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
~ J&K Music, Doramas, Anime.. Classical Music? somewhat..

What would you most love to be doing right now?
~ Fly..

What was the last text message you received?
~ 'no more eh so sad!'..

What websites do you always visit when you go online?
~ er.... Alot..

What was the last thing you bought?
~ Mango Tea..

What would you like to be listening to right now?
~ UVERworld - Hakanaku mo Towa no Kanashi

What's the last song that got stuck in your head?
~ KAT-TUN Rescue

If you could have any superpower, what would it be?
~ All the powers of the four guardian beasts, Seiryuu, Suzaku, Genbu, Byakko..

What is your favorite weather, and why?
~ Heavy rain.. Rain = me sleep = me happy..

If you could play any musical instrument, which one would you play?
~ Violin..

How are you?
~ Okay i guess..

What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
~ 'Am I important to you?'..

Your dream career?
~ Veterinary Surgeon..

Okay! im done.. and now.. RashRash, Hudz, Jean shall gladly do this meme for me..

2009-02-18T04:04:00.001+08:00

It's Changminnie's Birthday!!!

right.. even though, there's alot going on.. in my head, and i can hardly do anything these days.. my number one's birthday must be posted.. number one in korea that is..

speaking of number one, actually changmin is on par with ryeowook so.. wookie is also my number one.. ehem.. minho.. is number two..

so now, about this guy... i think if i were to list them down, it'll be a novel.. i'll let shid do a good job on it eh shid, we probably like him for the same reasons, except for the hair.. also unnie is doing a string of capping post on him.. visit her blog..

Saengil Chukha Hamnida Shim Changmin! (even though i cant have you.. TT)
GROW YOUR HAIR LONGER FOR GOD'S SAKE!!

Credits: Right Here.. (cuz i dont have a name to credit to..)

oh by the way.. his hair isnt as gorgeous as it is in the picture..
its way waaaaaaay shorter.. -cries-
spot the guy with the shortest hair... thats him -cries even more-

and now, for some visual reasons on why i love him..
and his hair right now is actually is waaaaay shorter..
(damn hani, u just have to emphasize on his hair right?! -of course-)

This one is more like watching u..
this is the combo of a man who is Handsome + Sweet smile..

Baka Baka Changminnie.. ^-^

2009-02-09T00:46:00.000+08:00

okay so here we are with the City Alive! pictures... though sadly, Rash i dont have pictures of you!!! actually i wanted to have someone take the picture of all four of us holding the glow stick.. that would be so cool.. wanted to do it after the event was done.. but izza just had to lose her glow stick..

there was an airbrush tattoo stall somewhere, me, izza and rash had ours done.. ^-^

overall, the place was really cool, and although it was opened space, it could really use alot more wind.. kaze onegai! haha..

Its Hankyung's Birthday!!! Saengil Chukha Hamnida Hangeng-sshi!!
but then he's chinese so... shēngrì kuàilè!! (I dont know, i just copied and pasted from somewhere)
now then this lovable guy who speaks softly and extremely accented korean and chinese is now 25!!
-claps- -rollseyes-

Happy Birthday Hankyung...
Credits: dizflypnay13 @ SSScr

It's Siwon's birthday tomorrow!

2009-02-06T00:35:00.004+08:00

wow its friday already... another week gone.. and im still doing V40.. this week was good on me, there's not many samples and i could go home at 6pm yesterday.. but today i finished at 9pm.. actually i could finish earlier but i took my time.. sigh..

anyway today is Yunho's birthday!!! hahaha.. i missed kyuhyun's birthday a few days ago.. but that was because i forgot to flip the calendar to february...

Saengil Chukha Hamnida!! Jung Yunho!! 6th Feb..
our infamous leader-sshi of DBSK..
i totally approve or your pairing with Jaejoong!!

Credits: Yunho-sshi Forums..

Saengil Chukha Hamnida Kyuhyun!! 3rd Feb..
i have little knowledge of him, sadly... except he's in SuJu K.R.Y ^-^

cause he's at the lower part of my rankings of SuJu..

Credits: dizflypnay13 @ SSScr

Beautiful Results... That's all that matters...

2009-02-03T00:23:00.003+08:00

hey hey.. new updates and some announcements...

CITY ALIVE! is done baby!! and its the best!! and now i cant wait for the end of 2009 Sentosa beach party.. ahaha... pictures will be up soon.. not much pictures, we were too busy dancing to take pictures of ourselves.. hehehe...

alot more people were there than i had expected but hey, i guess people goes to where the action is.. so Rash, Izza, Ash and me went down.. had fun except the boring part is, the guys were being boring as well... boreeeeeeeeeeee... where are all those guys who are daring and just dance with you.. tsk..

some announcements... actually just one.. i have finally started on V40.. Viscosity40.. which means.. i am never going back at 6pm now that i am stationed here.. i'll be going back at 8pm everyday.. so people.. im free on weekends only..

that sounds so depressing.. hahaha.. but V40 is fun... hee!

"I'll be by your side...."
Just how long will that last?

2009-01-30T22:43:00.003+08:00

well well... its been long... well, couldnt find time to blog.. even over CNY, well that was another issue.. i was extremely lazy.. hehehe...

Iljimae dekitta!!! well junki cho kakkoi...

totally hooked to KaT-TuN's Queen of Pirates tour concert.. can u believe it, i hardly even listen to the songs of the album, and now im hearing it non-stop.. the concert is not a bore seriously, its a complete blast.. worth every yen of those people's money... boy im envious of these japanese people..

what's going to happen this saturday... kekekekekekkeke... its CITY ALIVE! baby.. and im going! with izza and rashidah.. some people just cant seem to turn up, doesnt matter anyway, what matters is im going..

had dinner with the cliques.. did i spell that right? its been long guys, missed you.. and we were all broke.. but we got through dinner, gloria jeans and the birthday cake...

and now to post about... once again the belated birthdays of my artist entertainers.. whose birthday falls on the 26th.. Hina and Jaejoong! hahaha..

Otanjoubi Omedetou Shingo Murakami a.k.a Hina...

Saengil Chukha Hamnida Youngwoong Jaejoong..

the voice that I can't forget...

2009-01-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

wow.. its been a loong time ey?

okay so while the weekdays are not so exciting.. the weekends are better.. met up with nee-chan and her friend sijie.. who's an anime and mamoru fan as well.. -winks..

am sooo interested in Bolero single.. maybe i'll get it together with kattun QOP concert dvd...
speaking of Concert dvds, thanks to ushi unnie i got Tohoshinki's 'T' concert, and no, im not posting pictures of it, nothing to take picture of anyway.. that was a few weeks back.. and now.. im finally watching it properly since all i was watching was the backstage special and offshot movie.. haha..

starhub has a sweet sweet promotion going on right now.. in which im so securing it! bro wants the CPU im using right now... but its kind of out game.. slowly... im thinking of at least reformatting it for him.. but i want the programs still on.. anybody knows a place where i can get it done and still have softwares installed for him? speaking of reformat.. i should defragment the drive........... after i blog then..

MY HDD just busted on me!!! the external one.. after losing almost 98% of everything in it.. bear in mind, i have 180GB worth of files inside that HDD.. dont wonder about what's inside, you'll hurt yourself, and you'll hurt me.. i manage to recover them back only to have them corrupted......... -reformats-..

nee-chan, unnie... i will never forget your kindness... T_T - TT - T_T - TT - T_T

and now.. for Kim Youngwoon a.k.a KangIn's belated birthday on the 17th.. (im superbly late)
Saengil Chukha Hamnida!!

Credits: dizflypnay13 @ SSJ CR

and for today, 20th.. Kim Jeong Hoon!!
or maybe you guys will know him as Prince Yul from Princess Hours..
my sweet prince.. hahaha!!
Saengil Chukha Hamnida!!
cant u guys believe he's 29?!! he looks like a 21 year old..

Credits: -i swear i cant read the username- @ KJH CR

hmm... sighing as im watching Tohoshinki singing Choosey Lover on my television..

all the dreams and hopes in your eyes...

2009-01-12T01:51:00.003+08:00

and so... im 7 days late in posting about my Te-chan's birthday.. Teppei Koike, sweet guy.. Happy Belated.. anyways...

hanged out in the nights with rashrash and wal.. and before that, Supermarket Mania.. which really turned us into Maniacs while playing.. thanks for the portable DVD rash.. a pity my pc's DVD-Rom is..... useless..

had a friend accompany me to callenger to get a new speaker system for the pc.. and thank god for being a member really.. saves me on some cash.. though it was a nice day for us, our moods didnt really tally.. i lost my ezlink which contain consession for both bus and mrt for the whole month.. while she had issues with the parents, its coming only dont know when.. my ezlink, sigh.. had it for almost 2years together with the school landyard, and i didnt want to lose it too!!

but my speakers made me happy for the rest of the evening.. and when night came, i was totally not in the mood to work, dragging my feet off from home at 10.50 when i start at 11.. called and told them i'll be there half an hour late.. but i guess allah knows it when i didnt want to work..

apparently Tonny applied for my Seasonal permanent pass, which was still processing at the moment and coincidentally my temporary pass expired.. and i couldnt go in.. yay! but i was sympathetic for Liezhell who had to extend for a few hours because of it.. sigh.. and feeling relived, i went home.. lucky im working at airport..

New Speakers!! well its a must to share my new stuff right? hehehe..

Let you dance away.... Fly Forever...

2009-01-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

a particularly wonderful weekend with friends.. wonderful friends.. although there was one thing i did wish that didnt happen.. or everything would have gone out smoothly for future plans.. im sorry fishy..

okay sweet weekend, not including getting one's manager angry for not turning up to work.. but thats another story.. we picwhored the whole night!! and me not getting sleep till early morning, end up having to squeeze in together to avoid me having nightmares.. cause we were watching the maid.. and even though it wasnt so scary, i have too much imagination and too good a memory for all the horror movies i've watched in the past..

went to get my hair dyed, although i couldnt get my shade of blue, as the procedure was too expensive.. so i got maroon, not so dark not so bright.. highlights! and my stylist this time, he's new.. much more handsome than Ivan, although i think he's............. he has those soft hand gestures thingy.. name is Kassy.. and he's fast at cutting hair.. really, he knows what he's doing.. even i was amazed at the speed.. havent seen anything like that..

my new hairdo..

its been a wonderful year of 2008.. and i hope 2009 wont be so disappointing for me as there's many disappointments coming, one would be choice of study and another is choice of school.. my greatest barrier, and i would like to overcome that smoothly..

dont forget me... dont ever, stop remembering me..

2009-01-01T04:19:00.001+08:00

Its NEW YEAR!! did anyone go see the pyrotechnics display? i did.. sadly at marina square, when i wanted to be at the siloso beach party.. i'm telling everyone this one year in advance.. i'm going there next year, i dont care, and i want everyone to go as well, u have one year to prepare your bodies, buy bikini, and save up money for cover charge which is probably going to be less than $50.. so its 50cents every two weeks, about there maybe..

so went to MSQ.. it wasnt as packed as the esplanade brigde but its still packed.. i couldnt even get food.. i was in a bad mood and izza got the most of it, but she was smiling and dragging me everywhere, she's immune to me.. but the fireworks really made my night.. it always does in the end.. and the crowd! we were at the large stairs of MSQ leading to esplanade.. let me show u.. its like we were watching a play at the base..

and now.. Celebrating our artists of New Year.. both on 1st January..

Koichi Domoto.. of Kinki Kids..
im not an avid fan, but i do follow some of their activities and songs...
Otanjoubi Omedetou!

Lee Sungmin...
our cute guy who loves pink, sleeps in the cutest pj, turns off the lights with his feets..
but he's no weak pretty boy.. he knows chinese martial arts..
Saengil Chukha Hamnida!!

Happy Birthday Boys...

Happy New Year...
and good luck for 2009..

2008-12-30T01:44:00.005+08:00

got my dong bang tshirts, thanks unnie for ordering it for me.. cartoon dong bang.. one is of which is changmin-sshi alone, which im going to use for sleeping purposes only.. another one of it is the five boys, which i'll wear out.. haha.. im wearing changmin tshirt right now, and cant help thinking how cute it is.. the picture just depicts his cartoon self eating lots of candy..

actually im suppose to be sleeping right now, but i just cant sleep right now, its the body acting up again, i hope i guess some rest before work at least.. there's alot of samples tomorrow.. -dies- and i have to let evan do the karl fisher, i've been selfishly hogging the karl fisher since starting last friday.. thats cause i had to do FPCC non-stop last week..

utada hikaru will be releasing her new english album next year, though the date is not known yet.. i think i'll order it for Along.. since she like utada hikaru so much, i never knew actually, until few weeks back when she asked me about it, she knew my JMusic obsession.. hee.. dian-chan, dont tell mummy about this okay.. i want it to be a secret..

Bolero MV is out!! and its the bomb! Micky has his wavy hair back! weee.. yunho's hair is beautifully growing longer.. only... changmin's hair, is still too short... grow longer quick!
and here i present... Bolero... Bolero is a dance of sorts, but i dont know what kind...

Tohoshinki - Bolero

Credits: adilahLoL @ Youtube..

adressing poor changmin's issue.. who got accused of entering a female toilet cause the men's toilet is unusable, and then hitting a pregnant women and her friend who followed him in.. as changmin's fan (nee-chan is probably rolling her eyes here.. hahaha) i would like to say.. thats not true.. cause changmin would never do something like that, even though i have no idea what he's really like.. more infomation please go HERE, and read the 'more info'.. let me repeat.. changmin's innocent..

1. Changmin wouldnt unprofessionally hit a fan or non-fan..
2. no offence but china poeple are prone to exaggerate..
3. that fucking women lied about being pregnant!! to save her blardy ass..

in the first place, why would he go to a female's toilet, he shouldnt anyway.. cause even if i were a fan, i'll scream at him to get out..

2008-12-26T23:01:00.006+08:00

hey hey a whoooole week without updating.. the thing is ever since this attachment period, there has been nothing in my social life.. nothing, zero, absolutely zilch.. so i decided to your dismay.. maybe.. i wont be updating every few days or so.. since im doing the most mundane things everyday, why update about it, unless something interesting happens..

bro's wedding.. yeah yeah, a week late on it.. although it wasnt something to be excited about, i was the bridegroom's little sister.. but there was no basking in the spotlight, cause i was only walking around here and there entertaining my own friends.. pictures anyone?

aaah, this one wasnt photoshopped or edited in anyway.. but were we really kissing? and ignore the guy in the middle, he wasnt suppose to be there.. ^-^

big plans for april.. i hope this really works out, it'll be nice to go somewhere with a couple of people..

work in 20mins.. im really not looking forward to it..

2008-12-21T03:38:00.000+08:00

PLAY sucks, big time... i hate that place, i hate the DJ, i hate the people who went there... im still pondering on why im still attracted to that community.. but the one thing that i cant stand is the DJ who has exceptionally no skill!

met a long lost team mate.. well, she was a team mate for about a month.. and she happens to be aidil's friend and got shocked to see him at play..

bro getting married later.. i dont know if im relieved or not.. well one thing that's for certain, and i dont care if i sound rude.. i'll be glad to have him out of the house.. and i'll probably be seeing my future sis-in-law about twice a year.. no surprise..

my department had a nice chrismas lunch.. KFC, Canadian Pizza, and Swensen's ice cream logcake.. it was cookies and cream too! and thank god for that day, there was only 120+ samples.. so we can finish it off in a day.. ^-^

jean borrowed me her book.. which is really nice, and really tells you of human's greediness and of course once you're on top of your game, u naturally want more.. but u get amazed at how brilliant and fast thinking this people are.. well, once u know what's your game about, your thoughts and decisions about it will flow smoothly...

anyway, am bringing on some pictures of my dong bang boys.. not that they are mine anyway.. but im feeling very guilty towards my jap idols.. i havent posted any pictures on them for a long time.. but seriously i havent been finding any new or good works on them.. or maybe i havent been looking hard enuf.. ^-^

This just kills doesnt it?

my precious changmin has gotten even more precious.. haha..

and now to discuss on a certain issue... GUYS! i know that u think berms are simple and easy to match with anything and goes in any surrounding.. NOT!! berms are simply ugly.. no, they're fugly.. i'll not tell you why.. but i'll show you something..

the point is gentlemen.. is not that they were wearing sleeveless, had good arms, or taking their shirts off... the 2nd picture of jaejoong looked completely decent... but if u would take a look at their waist area... one of the many things that makes a man look hot+sexy, or rather smexy.. is the jeans and the exposed boxer... or brief boxers whatever.. that is a place i would never tear my eyes off.. so guys.. KILL the berms, get rid of them..

i shall repeat it again, men looks good in jeans with their boxers showing...
girls do u feel me?

and this issue is another reason for me to put up this fabulous pictures.. kehe..

2008-12-15T00:44:00.000+08:00

Here we are.. celebrating two idol's birthday...

It's Onew's and Junsu's Birthday!!!

firstly.. Leader Onew!! Seungil Chukha Hamnida!! 19 this year.. im just a few months older.. cant believe he's actually an 89 baby.. he's considered 20 in Korea.. Korea laws are weird, like banning the mirotic song.. but oh well.. Happy Birthday Charisma Tofu!

Onew Tofu has succesfully surpassed Key to my 2nd favorite in SHINee ranking.. ^-^
thanks unnie for the pic!

and now for the most delightful member in Dong Bang Shin Ki.. Xiah Junsu-sshi!
Seungil Chukha Hamnida! 21 years old.. still young ey? Junsu is now close to surpassing Micky to my 2nd favorite in DBSK.. haha.. Happy Birthday Junsu!!

and since Junsu has a paternal older twin brother by a minute.. haha.. Seungil Chukha Hamnida Kim Junho! the one on the left is Junho-sshi by the way.. hehe..

as a bonus, here's sweet sweet angel xiah.. haha, although that look was ages ago...

so went for rebonding.. where i stayed in the salon for about 4 1/2 hours.. fuh.. its tiring and my neck went all stiff.. but i really felt pampered, although it might just be my own head as many would say.. its was really silent between me and all the hairstylist that tended to my hair, i would just watch them work.. all the other customer would be talking to their hairstylist.. and im like the only malay girl in there... the reason its heaven there, is because all the hairstylist are chinese males.. haha..

while 6 people tended to my hair, only 1 was female, and thats when she was contioning my hair.. and twice, two guys were tending to my hair at the same time.. but i understand that they were free and was just helping out.. but! i cant help being fantasy-ly happy since there were also other customers that could do with extra hands.. if u get what i mean.. haha..

met up with rash rash and ash, at billy bombers to have our dinner.. tell ash, thanks for me okay rash.. i'll help u with treating him when i can.. ^-^

work.. finally got to learn viscosity!! V40 or viscosity at 40degrees.. haha.. and i picked it up quite fast, did one batch and ju did the rest.. maybe next week i'll be able to do it.. tomorrow there's a whole load of samples.. i think 200+.. i was the one opening all the packages and i couldnt help dreading tomorrow.. and im still not sleeping yet.. -dies-

and now.. another picture of fabulous Minho.. i need to post this one up, because he's absolutely irresistable, he looks much younger and more innocent than how he usually looks.. might as well, since he's only 17 now..

and here's a poster of Korea's upcoming drama of Boys over Flower.. and the cast of the all time famous F4.. cant wait for it to air.. i hope it wont be disappointing.. now that this series has a manga, anime, taiwan ver. drama, japanese ver. drama and now a korean ver. drama... will there be an english ver. too? hahaha...

so if you must faulter, be wise...

2008-12-12T21:23:00.005+08:00

its Paramania!.. hahaha... im so hooked to Paramore's Decode... unnie is probably thinking 'hani lambat lah..' right unnie? haha.. i've never heard 98.7 play decode so many times per day.. i hardly even heard paramore last time on the radio..

finally its friday... i had to rush off from work all for no reason.. tsk.. the hair salon at redhill is no longer there.. and i thought i could go there to do my hair since im now at buona vista everyday..

multi-tasking to the max at work.. doing water content, flash point, and weighing all in one day...

have i mention we had a class gathering? yes well... we were at boat quay again.. this time most of us were there... acting all crazy as always.. disturbing the peace of people eating at BK... and at the lonkang.. cause we were really all over the place, rolling everywhere, taking lots of pictures even chasing each other.. we played truth or dare.. standard... and suddenly i had everybody doing the M n S shape... haha.. sorry for the blurry pics.. some people just cant take it using my phone properly.. it happens.. hee!

there's more of us than this, really.... haha..

and now a fruitful weekend, of dramas, variety shows and anime.. all that i've compiled for the week.. sigh... hair change coming too... yes! color change end of the month hopefully...

and now a superly adorable Kangin.. for the first time in my life that i think Kangin is adorable.. or maybe the dog is abit more adorable.. ^-^

when i saw u, i lost all the warmth from my hands, they were shaking.. my heart was beating so fast.. until someone told me i was running... im not going to avoid u anymore.. im not going to run away..

2008-12-09T03:21:00.009+08:00

Firstly... a very big Happy Birthday to Minho! gah i cant help to post his birthday up.. even though i was too lazy to post up, ohno-riida, taguchi and chinen.. gomen...

Seungil Chukha Hamnida! 17th birthday... ^-^
i love this guy, lots, lots, loads, loads...

he's the start of me having fascinations for 16 year old boys and older..

okay back to earth.. rashrash and jean are finally back in singapore.. wheee!

slept over at rash's place to help her unpack... not that we did anything, just take out everything, showed it to her family and dumped everything back in the luggage.. haha.. talked alot about her experiences and i still cant over how small her laptop is.. -shakes head-.. her brother has the exact same laptop, except his is blue.. -shakes head again-.. so tried on some of the stuff she brought back.. like this one.. cute?

so we went out, met hudz.. she was working at orchard, and we hanged out at clarke quay for awhile.. got our ride home.. and met izza after that, she was like, lets go hang... bought food for mom and off we went to the park where... there's this chinese boy.. actually there's this whole group who was lepaking at the stage.. we were at the playground.. this chinese boy, was about 14,15?

he walked towards us, his face strangely blank.. and he climb up the playground, me and izza were staring at him, and him at us.. his friends were already chasing after him, while they were apologizing to us about his behaviour, apparently they were afraid he was going to jump down somewhere.. but its a low level playground for god's sake, and all he did was go down the slide..

but i couldnt help saying, 'it's okay.. he's cute..' and had the older ones stare at me.. but he is cute! and my fascination was triggered the moment he was close enough for me to see his face.. me and izza was deciding whether he was drunk or just..... dont know..

hari raya.. i totally didnt dress up, wear anything nice... so lazy.. am going to rebond my hair..

Kya! look at him, he's too cute isnt he.. Minho-sshi...

2008-12-05T20:08:00.003+08:00

here i am at starbucks civics.. accompanying huda for the moment.. and im must say, i've never gotten the chance to really have a go at her laptop, but now i've having a blast at it... the keypad is heaven! i love typing at this keypad.. must make a note that my future lappie has a keypad like this...

really tired from work, my back is aching.. my colleague have totally depended on me for weighing the samples for their ICP.. joyce joyce joyce... why... but its enjoyable enough anyway, with the water karl fisher right behind me, doing weighing and testing using the WKF is easy.. except when the result for WKF is too fast for me to do weighing...

and today was really hectic.. i thought i would be late finishing all my job... since today the WKF gave me some serious problems.. jam, then buffer full, had to switch it off and back on.. re-take the initial water test.. so troubling.. and there was alot of water content samples too...

rashrash reaching singapore really soon.. going to fetch her later.. sigh, its been two months.. have u guys enjoyed china so far... good experience yeah.. i hope to have that too...

gah, my back and knee is killing me really bad.. its hurts.. and im also too tired.. havent been sleeping properly since attachment started.. have been sleeping for either 5-6 hours everyday.. since i cant sleep so early.. dont know why.. feeling anxious right now, maybe cause im too tired..

dad sent me to work today.. which took only half an hour from tampines to buona vista.. no, not by express highway... he took some unknown route which has absolutely no jam, minimal cars, no erp, little traffic... and before i could even get the chance to get some sleep, we already reached ayer raja cresent... sigh..

i am so enjoying my phone.. which i s making me more determined to get my ipod classic.. lets start saving up... also the bro is getting married this month.. its december already, i actually forgotten he is getting married this month.. maybe im not that concern about it...

2 weeks into attachment... 14 more weeks to go....

But I'm trying to fly.... doko made mo...

2008-12-04T22:44:00.002+08:00

sigh... its been a loong time.. havent had enough time to blog or even surf so much... its always go to the usual page, and download whatever i need to download, and leave the comp on..

attachment is getting fun!, i've been handling the water karl fisher for a week now, joyce and faezzah have also been making me weigh the samples for their ICP testing, making my whole 10 hours of working filled up completely.. and tomorrow, robert wants me to try the viscosity test with ju.. and maybe next week, he'll station me there... sigh...

but one thing about doing viscosity.. u can never finish on time, especially when there's alot of sample.. so i guess if i do have to do viscosity test.. i wont be meeting anyone for the weekdays.. anyways, we aquired a radio in the lab, so no one is allowed to listen to mp3 or their phones.. so Hannes tunes us in to 98 or 98.7 fm... whichever suits us, or rather whichever station started playing high school musical songs, we'd switch..

met up with the gang yesterday as we exchange stories from our labs.. fishy and shiyun brought in biscuits from their places, haha.. as expected from food labs...

on a downloading spree.. radio has made me in-tuned to english songs again, and im downloading albums by albums... now just need to organize them... and that 8gb of space...

Erupted wings... fly

2008-11-30T02:48:00.002+08:00

im kind of...... not posting up pictures of AFA.. im soo lazy alright.. hehe... but i know pictures makes a blog so lively.. maybe not here.. i should have post it up few days back.. but gaah!

this past few days.. hmm.. only my first week and i had mc for two days of attachment, hehe.. my fever went back up, this time accompanied with really bad coughs and the normal flu.. the doctor was talking alot, and i love listening to him talk.. he was asking about what i got before, and telling me about it.. but ne... he's expensive, really..

so i rested at home, i didnt even realise that i had a fever.. but after being force-fed the cough syrup, i can really feel my temperature rising.. i hate cough syrup and have never been able to take it myself, any type of fluid medicine really.. since i hate to eat meds, its better for me to just swallow those pills.. so rested alot..

went back to spinelli.. im now transfered to Terminal 2 Transit.. and i got abit lost at work.. havent been at it for awhile.. hehe.. and i also havent been to T2 for so long.. worked with KakSha.. she's the best... and Jacq.. did lots of errands for kaksha, which was totally unrelated to work.. like taking perfume samples, and checking whether pay is in.. just when marcus was about to visit the store.. siiigh, i LOVE working at T2.. sad thing is, kino is tranfered out.. oh kino, i shall miss u.. will visit if im around your outlet okay..

pay is out!! my new flip phone, im coming, wait for me!

but im trying to fly...

2008-11-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

its a very long four days.. since saturday...

went to AFA 2008 with nee-chan and ushi unnie.. and we had fun, there's alot of toys and figurines on display, and i spent $20 on a serialized limited edition LaMB poster, which was then signed by the storyboard artist himself.. i cant wait to watch LaMB even though... its going to be in english.. i will wait for the japanese version... had the kind of anime songs, come over to singapore to perform for his fans..

and for the second day, the awaited cosplay event.. people everywhere were cosplaying.. taking pictures with them was extremely fun... although i must say there is only those certain few that captures the eye.. Cosplay mania was nothing short of a disappointment.. since its AFA you'd expect something better like the one at taka.. walked around finding cosplayers and finally went to see May'N perform live in singapore.. pics will be posted up in the next post..

attachment started on monday.. the five of us went together.. was super early.. unfortunately, shasha and fizah were sent to jurong island, while me, shahirah and shana stayed behind.. i went into oil scan lab.. shahirah went into general lab.. and shana went into textiles.. and i must say between these three.. oil scan is the better lot.. and so, i got started with testing of oil.. the next week, i'll be testing on the water content in oil.. water cracker, and karl fisher.. after that, gauging the flash point of the oil.. and there's like 100+ samples... but i did fine in the lab... and 6pm came very very fast...

second day today.. while i was super early and i'll make a point to come just in time since the lab opens 8.30 on the dot.. more samples to do.. but since my mentor was with me, work was fast and we finish quite fast.. but! we had to prepare the samples for tomorrow's work.. there is about 400 or so samples that came in... and i'll have to do them individually this time.. -_-! time is definitely goingt to pass very fast.. and i'll have to come home straight after that.. and catch up on my sleep..

its very tiring to sleep only at 12am and wake up at 6am.. but when u come home u are unable to sleep.. sigh.. no life at all... will i be doing this in the future?

will i be bored of my routine after a few weeks? i get to learn new techniques after every week or so.. but will i still be bored?

Is life like a box of chocolates?

2008-11-20T04:47:00.000+08:00

celebrated su's birthday... had fun with all the flour and eggs and water.. chocolate cake was added in as well... the only bad thing was that.. during SW few weeks back, my left ankle had a sprain while playing soccer, and while in healing mode, as i was trying to run away from a flour-like-tinkerbell su, i sprained it again and it got worse..

and now im doing flex exercises while icing my left every few hours.. its a waste of ice if u ask me, and so people avoid getting sprains anywhere..

cant wait for AFA next week, its the most anticipated weekend, other than being the last weekend i will spend as a proper student before i go out for IA.. im really dreading this.. working like a full blast adult.. i want to stay as a student forever..

MKMF 2008.. while i was extremely patient for a while, it didnt last.. and so i shall wait for cable.. get it just in time for the repeat telecast, get bro to fix the recording cable, and we'll be ready to roll.. got some snapshots of SHINee, DBSK and Big Bang.. sigh my ankle is in great pain.. KFans uploaded the entire 3hours plus show of MKMF 2008.. i wonder if i should get it..

this post has been drafted for the past few days.. mainly cause i didnt have the mood to update.. sleep has reverted back to original timing, which is causing me trouble.. and now i got caught by the season's sickness and is having high fever.. nee-chan was saying that unnie and me are bonding since we both have fever..

kizuna...

2008-11-14T19:12:00.002+08:00

let us celebrate the release of DBSK's new MV Wrong Number.. you definitely cant go wrong when we have Yunho walking around half naked.. ^-^

Credits: joongiefiedportia33

and to discuss the fact that Jaejoong threw his phone into his glass of wine causing Fizah to go, 'takya campak dlm air ah, tak nak boleh bagi aku!'.. yes people do have that certain thing called impulses like throwing their phone somewhere when their feelings goes way intense.. like Mari, who..... threw her phone out of her bedroom window into a super huge field right next to her blk after absolutely refusing to pick up the calls from her manager.. conclusion.. she couldnt find her phone after that..

and i was saying, why on earth didnt she put it on silent.. like a certain someone who does that last time to get her peaceful sleep without people disturbing her with smses.. and she just shrug it off with a 'i dont know'..

went to ITE Dover for the #$%@%^$ Development of Singapore 2008, i forgot the first word.. where i had to listen to the most boring seminar in my entire life.. where both student and LECTURERS were dozing off not even halfway through it.. class was canceled since our lecturers followed us to this seminar, and Mdm Rohaida was saying she needed a break, while Fishy countered that she just wanted to get away from teaching.. after the first talker was done, Mr Din actually said, 'Finally!'

lunch was a riot! hahaha..

sushi daisuki!

2008-11-11T03:17:00.001+08:00

Celebrating Birthdays of Today's Artist...
November 11th..
Otanjoubi Omedetou Tegoshi Yuuya..

i seem to only just update when there's an idol's birthday.. but thats not the case since i dont seem to find a good mood to update... and i missed se7en's birthday on the 9th.. gah!

3 more idol's birthday this month..

bro has finally got his car license.. he is now able to drive a car.. i couldnt resist the temptation and ripped out his card(with his permission of course) the moment the postman went off already..

lets see.. Huda's back, yay! had dinner with her and fishy at bedok while we talked crap about rizal's admission and something about teacher-student relationships.. all this while a guy who looks like a drug addict is walking around looking for something to steal.. he almost went away with a whole laptop, but someone came back just in time..

actually not much went on.. reunion with wan.. only i didnt get to see his little brother.. he was my favorite actually, and i made it known to the whole community the last time i was with them.. izza has started her job at spinelli.. funny how she ends up at where ever i work.. cartel, now spinelli.. will she stay longer than me like cartel?

still feeling J-music deprived after all that single nee-chan generously sent to me.. something lacking.. and i dont know what is it..

i've been passing around Big Bang's song to everybody i know.. and im extremely happy with the results, everyone was bobbing their heads saying, 'its really nice'.. and the extreme shock when they learn Big Bang is actually a korean boy band.. Number1 came by last week.. its nice enough, thank god, this company doesnt usually make repackages.. since remember is already out.. dont think i'll be ordering Remember though.. will wait for HMV to stock it in..

2008-11-05T01:47:00.002+08:00

Celebrating Birthdays of Today's Artist..

November 05..

Otanjoubi Omedetou Tanaka Koki

its funny how many things can just drag you down.. when you just want to stay close to someone, that person is barely there, they dont feel you.. its either you dont make it there or you dont try hard enough.. i want so much to just be by your side, just as someone close by..
Look At Me..

and there's times when you want somebody to be back home, but they dont care.. and they wont be home.. but when you dont want them there, they suddenly feel the need to get a change of clothes and come home..

on the other hand.. i hope tomorrow will be a better one.. will be surrounded by classmates.. and we'll be packing goodie bags again.. having towel fights all over the area.. which is what we did today.. heck, we didnt know who started it.. we were suppose to pack the towels, but all we did was throw it at each other.. having races at who could open bags the fastest.. taking unofficial break times..

i'll need those times...

just once, glance my way..

2008-11-04T06:08:00.000+08:00

Celebrating Birthday's of Artists..

November 03... Happy Belated!

Otanjoubi Omedetou Nishikido Ryo!
And to Beloved Young Saeng.. Saengil Chukha Hamnida!

November 04.. Happy Birthday!

Saengil Chukha Hamnida Choi Seung Hyun a.k.a TOP!!

okay so went to airport to greet our korean idols who were coming, its the fourth now, which means they'll be performing at the indoor stadium today and we wont be able to see it.. oh boo! thanks to benji, i had a good camera to go with.. BUT!! even though i practiced with it till perfection at home.. my fingers just had to fumble when i saw them.. -slaps forehead- and i couldnt take the pictures properly.. -fails as a first time fargirl taking picture- i didnt even get to take a picture of Junjin-sshi.. Wonder Girls wasnt there to a disappointment to all of us and many fanboys.. haha..

pictures will up a few days later.. benji will be screening through them at home and will be passing them to me soon.. but at least i got some decent pictures of 2pm and U-Kiss.. and unnie was right, while U-kiss walked out together, 2pm was scattered.. haha..

today we'll be going to Suntec with at least 1/4 of the entire cohort.. we'll be helping with the environment game event.. suddenly the environmental club has alooooot of new members, people who are in need of cca points of course.. and of course, this event allows them to take a break, 2 days break in fact from school and QCA..

can u find 100 ringing alarm clocks in 10minutes?

Credits 4 pics: News x ikeMen, BigBang@WP

2008-11-03T02:49:00.005+08:00

Freedom Project... complete set with english subs out... in blue-ray.. -_-! tsk.. and i was happily checking it out when they say they have the complete ones.. normal dvds are only until vol.4.. sad.. really..

2 videos today.. which one will be on my everyday watch list until further notice.. of course its changmin-sshi.. in his hotness + cuteness all mixed together.. this is why handsome guys + sweet smile is the best combination..

Credits: ichigo2luv

went to the supermarket at fusionoplis.. and i found out that my attachment area is right in that place too.. same bus and all.. im just sad thinking about this.. anyway, we found Fran's pocky!! Its a bit different from Sawajiri Erika's CM.. but at least we found something similiar..

Credits: lnanyhirai2

the ones we bought is no difference in looks.. taste good too!
The Strawberry one!
The Caramel one!

2008-11-02T09:19:00.004+08:00

havent updated for a while.. and for certain reasons..

while nothing happened, alot of things happened.. actually i wanted to post up pictures together, since there's a few pictures.. but i dont know where to start..

okay lets start with attachment.. i got accepted to SGS Testing & Controls Services.. tsk testing.. why testing, i was hoping for a research lab.. but its okay lah.. its in ayer rajer can!! clementi.. sigh.. 8am to 6pm.. omo~ sigh...

also, this is common stuff but.. i experienced my first pms in 19years.. its the sad type.. where u feel completely restless, completely down, dead and depressed, completely trapped and u just want to break down.. and all... for.. no reason.. and yes i felt all that, and was trying so hard to escape it, i went for a 10min walk, but all i could think about was how completely sad i am.. finally told nee-chan and i completely break down after that.. yes all for no reason.. but next day i had my menses, so i guess that's the reason.. miss nora was saying imbalanced hormones.. haha..

work.. midnight.. everything was peaceful.. until 7am or so.. where a guy tried to walk past the gates chasing after a girl, with the police holding him back, him shouting her name to comeback, again and again and again, until the police told him to keep quiet, pressed him onto the wall, handcuffed him, where he broke down saying that he wants to go home repeatedly.. and let me tell u, he's a man, and when a man blubbers he does it loud..

today, underslept again, all for the sake of Freedom.. but worth it man!! and i was thinking maybe i shouldnt have gone.. but no! when i was there, it was all there is.. the best.. saikou! thanks nee-chan.. if i can, i would like to re-spend that entire time, that entire 3 and half hours.. just sitting and watching freedom and listening to utada hikaru..

today.. came home and im on the computer now, which im going to regret later.. i should have slept straight away seeing as i have to report to work again at 5pm.. wow this weekend really kept me off the computer but i couldnt have that.. Utada Hikaru's song was too tempting.. i wanted it.. and so.. here i am..

~Jumon~ This Is Love<

2008-10-27T03:53:00.003+08:00

im excited over my pop duo once again.. it is time for them to release a new single.. like finally!! and i was thinking, should i get it.. nah, shall wait for either hmv or gramaphone to stock them in..

oh look Eiji has a new hair-do.. he's officially blond now..

Ei-chan, strive to be even more outstanding.. and get more movie scenes.. i want to see more of u on tv.. seriously.. there's not many dedicated WaT fans who would put up their performances after just mere hours from tv broadcast..

you could say girl fandoms are very powerful indeed.. somebody once told me never to underestimate them, even though, they could get ridiculous at times..

my neck and finger seems so bare... i cant stand it! my dragon ring is now lost for good.. in the house, and i have no will to find it at all, let it stay lost.. i hope it gets sucked up in the vacuum machine.. i need a new ring, maybe this time on both hands..

and now our sweet little leader, okay he's not little, he's just a few months younger than me.. i cant help reading his iple entry again and again.. the way he expressed about fall is hilarious.. one of the unavoidable onew conditions.. aww, can i hug him?

Quote from Onew-sshi: The fall is getting deeper..
XD LMAO How cute is that?!!

2008-10-25T03:31:00.002+08:00

havent been getting sick properly this few weeks.. getting sore throat till it burns, having running nose for a few days, having my temperature slightly up, but it all seems to go away when i push myself the next day...

and now.. im sick again, for real.. its a viral infection, but its not a serious one...

finally got my mini stuff toy frog.. eng hong got it for me..

been updating on my animes, finding subbers, and compiling them.. have a long list of bleach and naruto to go.. and some new ones.. its a headache really.. u've got to be organize to do this.. i've gotten a few, and there's like so many to watch.. sigh..

when you're an anime fan, u need to have lots of leisure time..

Be an adult..

2008-10-22T02:11:00.004+08:00

today's work was... not so interesting.. we have a new trainee, hisyam's friend.. david was saying 'hani is going to be excited at the sight of him'.. i of coursed sensed his dark humor and did not expect much out of it.. lucky i didnt cause there was nothing to be excited about that boy, his name is misbah..

anyways, eng hong named me his assistant and tried to get me to do most of the training.. while i was still in midst of unable to train people, i blatantly thought that he was irritating, actually i noticed all trainees that wasnt properly trained or not trained under david is irritating.. cause they know nuts about anything..

the only last two part timers in CAT1-C that was trained by david was me, and hisyam..

there's this guy who is misbah's friend who works at CAT1-T.. zahid, i think... saw him twice, he has been working inside for the past few months.. and eng hong was teasing me about how good-looking he was.. at first glance he wasnt, but after that, i started seeing Yunho in his face.. maybe its the hair, and the jawline..

Snapshot of the day...

Junsu Junsu who was complaining that the tako(octopus) in most takoyaki is too small, and he couldnt taste it..

and so the chef cut the tako into big pieces, and i mean big..
and the Tohoshinki boys were excitedly making their takoyaki..

aww, look at how happy he is chewing up the takoyaki..
makes me want one right now..

Erase everything.. Reset Reset..

2008-10-21T03:29:00.003+08:00

i groaned while i received a sms this afternoon, stating i had to work at Terminal 1 Transit.. actually, im not fond of that place, since i prefer terminal 2 instead.. but i had errands to run, so i went ahead to terminal 2, fetch some milk, buy food, come back just in time to see david walking in.. i was talking to him like a mere 10 minutes ago..

about izza, who had just applied at Spinelli IBM... good luck babez.. since IBM isnt a proper place for training, david usually sends them to airport.. that means... he might send izza to airport.. if i happen to be on shift.. hahaha! havent worked with her for a long time.. its going to be a riot, especially if eng hong is shift manager..

anyway, terminal 1 is exactly like IBM, only IBM is a major riot.. T1 is a minor one.. customers come non-stop.. and this is the only time i see lot of large size drinks go fast.. usually its the mediums..

am having serious neck and back problems.. i need to loosen them up, only my normal way isnt really working well.. i need a good good massage.. damn practical tomorrow..

And may i present.. the Flaming Charisma 'Minho' @ Andre Kim Fashion ShowHe's a model too by the way.. -winks-
thats why i love him.. he's suave..

more than the air i breathe

2008-10-18T09:49:00.004+08:00

AFTER WORK MORNING REPORT

today was a series of mishaps at work.. i almost break the glass dome by swinging another one at it.. as the extremely loud 'PANG' broke through the peaceful silence of the airport and all the customers were looking at me, all i could think of was that, the glass dome cost $95 each, and im glad it didnt break..

next... i somehow managed to get 6 short cuts on the same finger at one go.. dont ask me how i achieved such a feat.. the knife has the wavy type of blade.. and the bagel was abit to hard.. and i was slicing with a bit more strength...

next, at about 5.20.. the entire west wing of the airport had a blackout.. and my outlet was affected.. everything was switched off.. why?! why does it have to happen while i was running the shift?!!! and i was alone!! until 6am when zul comes in.. luckily there was no customer.. i think when they saw how the outlet was in darkness, they realized that it wasnt in operation..

my watch finally died on me... its been like what 2 and half years? hahaha.. and i was still wearing it unaware that it has stopped ticking, and the only times it was accurate was when its 8.52am and 8.52pm.. asked mom to get the battery changed, hopeful the battery will last as long..

but i was super sleepy, and the blackout helped me perk up abit.. 8am came very fast, and the next thing i know, im out, on the bus, and back home... and chatting with huda and mar, with webcames on.. glad u look fine..

I'll breathe...

2008-10-17T21:25:00.006+08:00

woooo! i would like to happily say that my ordered package has arrive.. waah.. i totally couldnt wait to reach home.. sheer lazyness was the only thing that kept me from running home from the lift..

mom told me, it was inside the post box.. i was like 0_0!! What?! in the POSTBOX?! like how can that thing fit in there.. well i guess it can since it was in there..the first thing that caught my eye was suju's concert dvd.. but i decided to open that last, and went for SHINee's album first.. the photobook was attached to the album, the cd is extremely nice..

Mirotic came in a frame-box like type of packaging.. the photobook and cd were behind the so called frame.. and i was squealing my head off just looking at the pictures, not loud thought.. i was jumping more like it, when i played the cd..

now comes the suju concert dvd, which was simply impressive, good high quality videos, i was screaming softly just watching the perfomance, its a preview of what im going to act like if im ever in a concert.. the photobook was simply the best with ryeowook looking the most 'handsome, kakkoi, cool'.. that's my wookie for you..

forgive me if the pictures doesnt look to clear or whatsoever, my handphone camera doesnt seem to be complying according to my excited-ness..

there, the frame-box like packaging..

the cd is like damn nice...

i cant help but posting this up.. Minho is looking straight at me!!

the most kakkoi picture of them all.. Ryeowook!!

You're more than the air I breathe..

2008-10-15T01:57:00.003+08:00

was feeling melo yesterday.. but im over it, once again.. snorts..

was late again for school... super late can..

we watched movies for two days straight in ms christine's class.. 51 first dates, we were showed the difficulty of a person who doesnt have short term memory.. its simple on how we remember things really.. what we see for the first time, goes into our short term memory, and when we sleep, it all moves to our long term memory.. so for things that we dont remember, its simple........... its because we dont feel any priority for remembering it..

eng hong was super shocked to see me in make-up.. its simple makeup lah.. what i wear most of the time.. only im always lazy to use make up to work, even though they say its better cause you're meeting people from all over, and u have to be presentable.. -W!-

have been watcing champagne all over and over again.. changmin's story, Yunho's bus story, Jaejoong's story, Micky's story about Junsu.. junsu didnt tell any story!! wae?!!

but i would love to try the bus thing, since we do have ezlink..

Yunho is not from seoul by the way, he's from........ like a village away from the city u know..
Yunho: I came to seoul for an audition, the first surprise was when i went on the bus.. some people swiped a card and went past, and some people swiped their backsides..

now i would looove to try that, put the card in my backpocket and use my backside to tap.. but since the ezlink reader in the bus is kind of high.. i'd say its impossible..

Junsu's QUOTE for the day...
'HEY! You want me? I want You!'

2008-10-14T00:01:00.002+08:00

andrew was asking me about suppressed feelings.. something i never really thought about, something i thought i never really had.. but when i thought about it, i do have some feelings suppressed up, but i was never really affected by it, because it was rarely invoked.. and there comes the feeling of 'everybody has some kind of suppressed feelings'..

sent rashida, jean and huda off.. jean and rashrash went off at 7am, me and fishy were at the airport together with hem by 5.30.. kaypo-ed around while they check in, only to discover than jean's luggage was way to heavy, and she had to remove alot of unnessasary stuff.. we had breakfast, then watch them going in, waved as we saw their faces getting smaller and smaller.. girls, stay safe for the next two months in kuming..

huda's flight was in the evening, so while me and fishy slept our way through morning, went in late for afternoon classes.. went home to pick up attack of the pin up boys for huda.. she was squealling with delight the moment she saw heechul's face on the dvd cover.. huda's and marisa's sending off committee was waaay bigger than jean's and rashrash's.. but they'll be away for just 3weeks..

6weeks of QCA, CDP modules to suffer from.. not to mention SW..

My heart aches... I want to escape...
I'm glad.. Your never ending story..

2008-10-12T03:23:00.010+08:00

it seems today or rather tonight, im on a picture posting spree.. i posted alot, i mean alot of pictures.. some related to me, and some not related to me..

well i want u guys to start scrolling dont i..
this bunches down here, are snapshot of my flower boys.. i couldnt resist their adorable, good-looking, suave faces so i want all of u to groan at my obsession and force u to look at them.. although some would just choose to scroll down even faster.. i present to u, a looong list of snapshots..

and of course, as i said maybe in my previous post.. pictures from my two nights of outings to seoul garden, and shisha...

distracted micky, looking at unsightly signs..

take a look at micky!! -squeals-

suave smile... ^-^

an even suave-r laughter.. ^-^ ^-^

ah yes, this is when they had camocamo fruit juice -micky's reaction-

-junsu's reaction-

changmin when he found out the curry is spiced up 300times more..

cute minho is laughing at the noona, while key just looks.....

i just love this two's reaction...

oh charisma tofu looks sooo suave!!

the only time when i think taemin actually looks hadsome than cute..

yes... u...

kyaaaa minho!! -yes i would like u to satisfy me like oxygen-

tell me, who could resist seeing his face...

just feel like pinching those cheeks...

next, line of okura getting shy over a drag-queen..

oh he's thinking about it..

and he's getting shy...

still shy, and thinking about it....

and the members teasing him about it.. he's 100% straight btw...

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2008-10-10T01:10:00.000+08:00

did twelve hour plus opening with jun.. i was sleepy.. slept at 3.30 only to wake up at 6... and i started at 7.. was watching koizora till 3 plus.. seto koji was doing a good job as Hiro.. and he really look good as Hiro.. abit better than Miura Haruma if i must say.. Haruma-kun looks better in black hair with white highlighted bangs..

back to spinelli.. jun was being sweet, that the adult that she rarely is.. except when she's working.. she bought breakfast for the two us.. but the morning was really busy.. all the office people doesnt seem to like their office much that morning, they were totally hanging out at spinelli, in crowds.. its like the armies come marching in, as david calls it.. lunch was abit better.. thank god, they werent coming in bunches..

david told me to grab lunch at around 3 plus.. i was super hungry.. after telling me directions on how to get there, i took a glance outside and i immediately said, 'forget it, im not going'.. it was fucking burning outside, and i wasnt about to leave the cooling sanctuary of spinelli.. but jun did, she went, and when she came back, she told me she bought me rice.. 0_0

and when i did............ when i opened the packet, the contents scared me shit.. it was so full of rice and chicken.. not to mention veggies.. sigh, i knew then, i wont be able to finish it.. and i didnt anyway..

met rashrash and huda after work.. rash showed me her acer aspireone.. its so freaking small i tell u.. anyone who didnt knew better would have thought its a portable dvd player.. met ayu on the way home, gosh i miss her alot..

izza called me once im home, last minute plan, to go clubbing.. and of course i went.. off off to dbl0.. and when i got in.. i regret that moment.. it was so damn packed.. too packed.. u'd have difficulty even taking a step.. and i cant believe they are still letting people in.. stupid management.. met izza's friends..

staff of Strabucks Eastside.. or Starbuck Siglap.. sama lah tu.. and surprise surprise, pitz was a staff there.. what a small world.. saw alot of people, many of the butches from soccer, like ogie.. her friends.. nad(tsk), she knew i wasnt about to talk to her, so she didnt start.. ayu went there too..

the queue was super loooooooooooong.. and rash, i'll tell u this.. i miss getting immediate entrance at mos, i miss everything about mos after dbl0, even that hanif-look-alike.. hahaha..

went to eat at shahalam.. went back after that..

3 little babies, coming to me...

2008-10-09T22:30:00.004+08:00

okay so let me reminiscence for the past two days.. actually i had the feeling of posting all the freaking great pictures... i was looking at them and suddenly got to thinking, there is so many of it, and hell am i lazy to post them up! maybe i will.............. im my next post... maybe..

so then, went out to seoul garden with hudzie, ian and aidil.. it was so funny in there, i of course was hungry.. sugoku hara hetta, that i was the first to take two plates full of chicken, while i demanded that huda take the beef onto the plates.. so we cracked up while eating, taking eat cream in between pieces of chickens and prawns and beef and whatever else there is..

taking a slight amount of space from the next table.. they should make the table bigger, i mean how many plates were we using, alot okay.. so then slacked at memorial, snapped pictures with huda's digi.. and i noticed that my face remains the same.. maybe its the smile.. oh well... i look superficial so what...

next day.. we met up at somerset.. me, haniza, ian and aidil... fishy was suggesting a punishment for the person who came late, the boys agree.. they were of course targetting at me.. heck i know im always late, a habit which my friends know oh so well..

at first i thought i really was going to be late, i had to buy rabbit food, pirate has been starving for more than a day already.. which the shop opens only at 11.30!! fuck man, can they open earlier.. i had to meet them up at 2pm.. so i bathed, went out at like 12.45, go to that blardy shop, went back home, fed pirate, grab my things and went out.. i arrive at 2pm sharp.. and boo, the rest..... were LATE..

watched House Bunny.. worth my 6bucks, and worth for a second round.. found a smaller size of kurosagi poster.. which me and fishy immediately snapped our pictures together with yamashita.. went to arab street to grab dinner, afterwards we decided on shisha.. impromptu since fishy havent tried it before..

we got there early so we grabbed the best seats in the house.. and got to inhaling.. and i swear for the first time in my life, after going shisha-ing for many times.. i was swaying.. swaying like hell.. so was everyone else.. and we had to take half an hour break, which we disrupted other's people time with our laughter, antics, and photo-taking spree.. we were climbing all over the place.. gosh see what four people could do.. after that.. second round, which this time we were able to control ourselves better.. after that.. home..

You're eyes are the nipples of your face..

2008-10-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

CELEBRATING BIRTHDAY OF TODAY'S ARTIST PART 2

Otanjoubi Omedetou Wentz Eiji!!
Our beloved Half american-german and half japanese..
but maybe next time u can speak in english okay.. hehe

because i couldnt find any photoshopped picture of u..
so two pictures to honor u..

2008-10-07T13:15:00.004+08:00

CELEBRATING BIRTHDAY OF TODAY'S ARTIST

Otanjoubi Omedetou Ikuta Toma!!!
You're 24 this year.. hahaha...

and now im off to catch toma as a guest in recomen... woo!
jump jump jump to the ceiling..

2008-10-06T01:31:00.003+08:00

did i mention jun was the cutest thing on earth? hahaha.. it seems she has a thing for playing with cold stuff.. we keep disturbing each other during pre-closing and closing.. she's super ticklish too.. and she suppose to be 25 this year, but she claiming to be 2 and a half.. she threw 2 ice cubes into my apron pocket, and which i afterwards stuffed down her shirt, and she had to fish the ice cubes out..

listening to big bang's new song, its just a preview, which previewed the whole song.. from a japanese radio.. ITS DAMN NICE LAR!! im so getting this album.. its in english.. good news for u huda, its has haru haru in its tracklist.. which means? english version of haru haru.. i wont fail to say that big bang's songs can do very well in clubs..

on a more serious note.. went out with the family to go 'jalan raya', before i worked midnight.. the issue between the family, its getting depressing.. the pretence was so obvious everyone was trying so hard to ignore it and just smile.. i feel so sad for dian, that she had to go through this when she was so young..

when i was in the car with them.. its felt so weird to be surrounded by so much pretence, by so much lies.. when i heard the so soft crying, i tried so hard to ignore it.. but who am i to question so much, when i myself is living in a house full of pretence, lies and depression..

Neko just fought with a chisai neko..

2008-10-02T23:35:00.002+08:00

SHINee world is taking a looong time to be stocked in.. Mirotic and Suju Super Show are already stocked in and ready to roll.. SHINee World is delaying them all!

went full blast shopping today.. of small little stuffs though.. i couldnt find the zenith watch in tampines, which then i guess, next month will i be able to go looking for it..

firstly went looking for some good colored eyeliner, which i bought 2 colors, mom threw in a colorless nail polish for me to pay along, yeesh.. after which head out to perfume shop to get me a new perfume.. and after smelling lots of perfume, having lots of scents on both my arms, mom was happily adding them onto her clothes.. no need for it really, your arms had about 8 different fragrance on it already..

this reminds me of that one time, loooong ago.. when i accompanied yaya to get her perfume, and we walked out smelling of 10 different scents each.. it was in the same shop too.. anyway got burberry.. wanted the escada red edition, but they didnt have the tester, so i wouldnt know.. if the burberry isnt to my liking after all.. i'll get another one next month..

it was almost 9pm, and we made a late stop to timez and popular to fetch Brisingr.. popular had the hardcover version, which i happily grabbed off the shelf and went to the cashier, where i got a discount... for... i dont know.. there must have been a promotion..

walked towards the bus interchange.. and of course walked past TS.. and, i just had to go in.. after what nee-chan had just sms about her buying dvds.. bought Devil and Time Between Dog and Wolf.. it was discounted, go-juu%(50%).. and when i hand it over to the cashier, she made a further discount of juu%(10%), and i havent even whipped out my TS membership.. its a lucky night to go out shopping..

1 second of 1 minute

2008-10-01T09:10:00.001+08:00

Good Morning

Selamat Hari Raya..
To all my Friends..
To all my Classmates..
Maaf Zahir dan Batin..

and so on and so forth..
oh well u know the drill..
-winks!-

2008-09-30T16:41:00.003+08:00

whoa... i havent been online so much these few days.. its because i've been so tired.. of work, finding time to get out.. david is really working me out this week..

finally!! watched Kurosagi with nee-chan and ushi-unnie!! and i feel, that its good, its really good.. i must have that movie when its dvd is out here.. together with HanaDan, and Cyborg She(the original title is really to long to type out).. its nice to see yamashita's character in a lost state.. it really brings out the actor in him..

cant believe i got to ordering 3 things from yesasia.. i hope everything goes well, and i hope i get the stuffs.. it'll be in about 3weeks from now.. but i can be patient..

meet up with ... and, its was definitely not what i expect.. i was wondering about the intentions as she never talked to me properly before.. and it was the first time we ever went out together.. but i realized her intentions right after we discussed a certain subject.. yes of course, its all that network marketing thingy.. selling whatever products that supposedly give u benefits..

listening to the speech that i heard for at least 10times already no matter how different the speech sounds like.. it all accounts for the same thing.. and i was most furious when i was asked to be open-minded and try out this stuff.. i have to be more open-minded about this?! well i was open-minded if u dont mind, i have tried it, to the shortest time yes.. and i hate it, i hated this work.. and i will continue to be open-minded to just listen to what u have to say.. and i'll leave..

house is a wreck.. haha.. some of the furniture has been re-arranged while i was concussing yesterday.. who wouldnt be tired huh.. to work midnight, reach home at 9am, slept at 11.30am to wake up at 1pm to go out.. then reached home at about 11pm.. slept all the way to 5.30am.. where i had to go work, all the way until 7pm.. and i slept like a baby again..

if i tell this to ..., she would have probably assumed that her product was doing such a good job at getting me to sleep, since im taking that forsaken sample.. if i were to be rude, i'll simply say that i was tired to the point of wishing that i dont have to wake up any longer.. but since i dont want to die anytime soon..

sigh... the house is still a complete wreck... if only it would clean itself..
Brisingr... im coming for you..

Just how much is the world we live in now worth?

2008-09-27T09:43:00.002+08:00

so i made the boys wait.. sorry!
but least we did have a good time with each other..

but man, u just had to bring me to geylang, where i mistook city plaza for joo chiat.. idiotic of me really, and there i was glaring at everybody i passed by.. but cake was nice! yes once again we had cake.. maybe we should have another outing, the little of us.. once fishy comes back..

okay so.. went to geylang today with izza.. and i know i realized this a long time ago, but i cant help realizing this again.. we make each other do things for each other's selfish sake.. and, we really do it, for each other's selfish sake.. but i must say izza makes me do more..

like forever, pulling me along to a place, where i seriously would avoid, with normal people.. but with her, i would allow myself to be dragged on.. and when she insisted that i should clock in work an hour late because we would have more time.. with normal people, i would have gave shit.. but with her, i dialed eng hong's number telling him i will be late..

but of course i've had my share of forcing her to do what i want to do.. like forcing her to lie to "______" while we go.... places... ahaha.. and many other things..

so then work was normal.. midnight.. will be doing midnight again tonight.. sigh.. must do a good job.. david will be taking over me.. the manager whose wisdom is only within work, everything else spells 'childish' for him..

Kurosagi... 'Maidoari'

2008-09-25T00:14:00.004+08:00

work today was.... oh well..

was feeling so under slept yesterday.. i actually slept during break, for the first time.. which didnt help at all.. the moment i reach home, i ate.. and slept, soundly throughout the entire night, all the way till the next morning.. though i was feeling refresh, i was still... late for work..

but this time david didnt mention about me being late again or whatsoever, usually he'll go 'ah you're very early today'.. in a very casual tone.. (he gave up trying to reprimand me about being late, since all i say is okay and ignore him afterwards..) today he went 'oh! lucky you're here, i was so busy i forgot to give you a wake up call'.. yes he's the nicest manager who understands that i have extreme difficulty waking up in the mornings..

working with jun was fun, she's the most cutest thing on earth, okay probably after all my boy idols.. even when she was angry and talking about ming hui's attitude to jian hao, she was still cute..

we had this group of japanese guys buying coffee, i thought the way they speak english was kind of strange but they had good english.. it was until i heard them talking in japanese among themselves then i realized that their jap.. and i burst out in japanese.. 'nihonjin desu ka?' and they all went 'yes!'.. jun was saying 'watashiwa jun desu' (jun watches anime by the way).. and then two of them burst out in strings of looooong japanese to me.. jun and me were.. 0_0.. 'uh we understand abit only'.. while i try to explain in my meanest japanese that i could understand only a little..

and one of the guys just had to make me feel so sky high until i felt like i was walking on clouds.. he said, my pronouncation was so good, he thought i could speak fluent japanese.. ahahahahaha..

finally rest time, and tomorrow.. u guys better give me a good time, since i have to go to work at 6am.. 6am!! 6-11am.. and its not done.. i have to meet izza for breaking fast.. where? at geylang! (omo~ i can imagine myself fainting, why on earth did that girl picked geylang?) right after i vowed not to go geylang this year.. then after that, i have to report back to airport at 11pm to do midnight shift.. sigh..

my pay better be worthwhile... AFA08!

2008-09-23T03:06:00.003+08:00

changed my blogskin again.. well because the previous one was starting to annoy me, with its small width and text fonts.. not that i didnt try to change it, but im terribly inexperience with all these HTML codes.. im making a note to learn all these some time in the future..

so how did i spent my off day.. yes watching Mirotic MV for the 38730586530713th time.. and believe me people im not growing obsessive or becoming a hardcore fangirl.. also went around to spending my time in forums and replying topics, or else the usual downloading of the ever growing fandom of JPop and KPop..

and today is the birthday of the guy that tugged at my heart second after Minho..
Saengil Chukha Hamnida Almighty Key a.k.a Kim Kibum
He's only 17, this crazy guy.. May u grow ever crazier..

In your dreams, I order you under my magic spell

2008-09-22T12:57:00.007+08:00

i've become book deprived.. having no new book for almost a year, and having nothing new to read.. i desperately picked up harry potter and the philosopher stone.. yea yea i know.. and so... continued all the way to the seventh book.. at which now im bored again..

it'll be next month before i can get new books.. eragon's third book has been released.. 'Brisingr'.. i am so going to get it in hardcover.. i'll order it if i have too.. MPH only has the normal papercover..

enjoying my off day before going back to IBM tomorrow for two days.. after that, going out with the class lovelies.. and on friday, the unexpected meeting,im not sure how breaking fast with izza will turn out, but i better make sure i wont be late or there'll be another row in my face..

i wanted fishy to watch it as soon as i saw it.. but she's not here.. its okay, im sure she'll have time watching it while her jaws remain open and drool drips down..

DBSK's new MV.. I proudly present..... 'Mirotic'.. it burning hot i tell u, its hotter than the sun..

Credits: CrimsoneyesMoon@youtube

Fizah are you watching?!! i think i could have died right there and then..

of course our boys are completely happy to show a considerable amount of skin, especially jaejoong, but yunho and junsu go into that category also.. im absolutely upset that changmin hasnt graduated from his innocent image.. im displeased to see that he's showing a minimal amount of skin, but the way he came out of the water... HOT!!

also i like the bit that he sang right after jaejoong, the first part of the song.. well done boys, u made billions of girls all squeal loudly enough to wake the entire sleeping nation in one night, the moment this MV was released..

and i plead to my readers to tolerate me while i go crazy for awhile..

although i like what the girl was wearing, its nice... can i have it? also, i now proclaim that junsu is the hottest dancer in DBSK, did u see the appalling thrusting he did with the hips and hands.. watch him at 2.48 onwards............. -drools... micky breaking his glass casing was also one of the hottest thing of the MV.. u-go-micky! -hani squeals like the fangirl that she isnt-

and another happy news... Super Juniow Show DVD is available on Oct 1st!! the one thing i've been waiting for.. fizah u want to order this also? haha.. $70 eh.. haha..

2008-09-19T04:23:00.002+08:00

working at IBM is.... there's no other word for it.. CRAZY!! the fact that its placed right in an office building makes it worse.. do u know how many sandwiches i had toasted?! do u know how fast paced i had to work at?!

and i just wanted a slow working life at airport.. no more cartel-like pace..

anyway, got 2days mc... after....... shall not say anything it case.... ehe..

work later at 10am, and here i am still awake and still planning to watch my animes.. not yet sleepy, but i know i'll be sleepy at 8.. sigh.. this is why, mornings dont do it for me.. how the hell did i survive for 19years..

finally, im able to enter the restriction of shinee downloads at shinee forums.. only.. i've used up all my megaupload slots for a certain show, which i only watched halfway.. i didnt realise how big a file it was, if not, i wouldnt have...... sigh, shinee ep.3...............

i'll be working 10-7pm.. and after that rush to airport.. and work till 11pm..

2008-09-16T01:44:00.002+08:00

yes for those who waited for my updates... im sorry.. it seems my mouse died on me.. and it was a new one too.. just about a month old.. but anyways i bought a new mouse..

but i guess when my mouse died on me, it helped as i somewhat got a little better with the keyboard shorcuts.. they're dead helpful.. i'll try to explore more with my keyboard..

david is taking complete advantage of my holidays.. words never fail to reach his ears for he knew of my holiday before i could even announce it to him.. and so, without even having me to give my schedule, he went ahead and planned it for me.. monday at airport, tuesday to friday at IBM2.. saturday, midnight at airport, and sunday off.. 0_o.. i'd better think of some good off days for next week before he tries to plan for me again..

went for an outing today, i enjoyed my time with u girls.. having dinner and all, walk here walk there with all the shops closing, sitting down talking while waiting for your business to get done.. haha..

and..... i have forgotten what has happened for the past few days.. except trying to maneuver myself on the computer.. so yeah i guess thats it for today...

oh and......... i cant believe there's a girl who's BLIND enough to compare my minho to un-attractive Aliff Aziz!! oh my god -faints... she must have completely lost her head and probably drunk of 396823847635723 bottles of Heineken..

Lose yourself in my BOOMING SYSTEM!

2008-09-11T03:20:00.002+08:00

went to sakae with abang.. thanks abang!
and although i personally feel that we didnt eat alot.. cause well, i dont know.. its a shame since its a buffet.. but people were staring at us piling plates over plates over plates.. hahaha.. definitely want to go again yeah fishy? of course!!

went over to bedok today, where i excitedly opened arirang.. since im soooo cable deprived.. i announced that nobody can prioritize their shows over mine, hehe, well since i no longer have cable at home.. but my cousins were nice, we watched along with me.. even commenting along.. they were like 'its this taiwan?' my mom was the bomb man, after all that princess hours, yuhee witch and legend.. she went 'no! its korean'..

mama.. nice!

pops in seoul made me hooked to a new boy.. Ajoo! and now i've graduated from SHINee World to Paparazzi.. although i have a feeling i'll be listening to both.. plus, i got seo taiji's new single.. 0_o!! its nice too! i like the mv aloot..

now may i present Ajoo's Paparazzi MV.. aigoo! he's so aegyo!

Naruto Shippuden-ing.. ^-^

2008-09-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

EXAMS.... are finally over!!
i hope i have done very well in this one...
since well..... i didnt study very seriously for this one..
i was reading through, summarizing everything...
then getting it in my head..

am disappointed in the teachers, for some reason.. that i wish they would tell me about it.. but i think they're trying not to make me disappointed.. but im already disappointed, not at the result of things.. but with them..

time to relax for while and enjoy our holidays before attachment.. i hope i get attached to some bio company.. if not, i think i'd die with all those chemical companies..

Epik High! as i've read from spazzs, is going to release another album! 'Pieces, part two'.. gosh i havent even got done with pieces, part one... at least a few songs.. but yay! epik high will be releasing another album.. shall i get it? heee...

dreamt of........ not so nice stuff.. little girl... she was singing.. and the point is.. i couldnt see her.. while i was washing the dishes.. this is a dream people im telling u first.. so yes.. somehow unnie was there.. weird huh.. i keep having these stupid dreams.. stupid dreams of that thing which has no meaning..

forget about being prepared, ARE YOU READY?

i hope, that she.. perhaps is able to do what i wasnt able to..
which is bring u back to reality.. come back to reality..

2008-09-07T18:21:00.003+08:00

airport staff just always, loves to make me angry.. they just love to cut queue.. and just because they have this stupid pride of working at airport, just because they strut around with that airport pass hanging on their chest makes them think they are above all and they should get everything their way..

they think they're so great just because they sit 24/7 on their oversized and later on out-of-shaped butts serving millions of people everyday..

be it CIAS, CAAS, SATS, CISCO, AETOS, male female young or old, all of u deserved to be run over by a plane.. wont elaborate any further... cause the memory of it just makes me boil over..

spinelli airport is growing in staff.. i just met 2 new staffs over the past week, and they're both okay.. i did abit of training with them and, truthfully.. im no good at training, hahaha.. but i can say the outlet isnt prepared for them unlike when i entered, and i feel its very unfair for them.. they didnt get their manual book on the spot, they didnt get some hands on with preparing the stuff.. although they did get some experience with the blended drinks..

and i should really start bringing food to work for break fast.. im sick of airport food all of a sudden.. not to mention that there's no fried wanton noodle over there.. worked midnight shift, and everything went okay, although i was abit slow.. but next time i can gauge the timing for all the cleaning.. and it wasnt actually boring to work alone at midnight, if u do it once in a while.. its actually nice to work alone, at your own pace with nobody to watch over u.. while the next door staff drools happily since she has nothing to do..

exam this week.. as always, its during the first week of holidays.. so, lets start studying..

K to the I to the S to the S

2008-09-04T02:27:00.000+08:00

today was shopping day.. when to get the nike jacket i saw last month.. rash rash, are u going to get it too? so then wanted to get SHINee's album but hmv havent even stocked them yet!! SLOW!!

i guess, i'd better just go order them online.. applying for debit master later on after school.. and jang jang.. i can go order stuff online.. precaution is a must as well.. so then i thought i would have to break fast at home, but aidil spotted us at cathay.. actually he spotted huda taking a picture of me and the yamapi wall poster.. i couldnt help myself even though im not that of a crazy fan of yamashita.. i would love to post up the pic.. but blogger is being troublesome..

am suppose to sleep now.. but the thoughts of sleeping is kind of scary.. my dad is home, therefore i cant sleep at my usual place.. my sister is not at home, nor is my brother.. and i do not want to sleep in a room where there's two beds.. especially when that bed belongs to my sister.. kowai, mecha mecha kowai..

anyways, ate with aidil, ian and shiyun.. poor fishy couldnt join us.. but we stuffed ourselves full, even though we know we arent suppose to.. its not healthy.. haha.. went to gloria jeans coffee, to drink and eat cake even though we were full till the top of our stomachs.. but somehow we were eating the cake like hungry children who were starving for 10days.. OISHI! sugoku oishi..

bought a new wallet for myself.. the purse type.. abit longish but not so longish.. i was abit hesistant but seeing at how extremely nice it was.. i decided to get it.. so not me yes, but i guess, im at the age where im trying new stuff.. bought new slippers too, as in finally..

cant wait for 'hana yori dango' movie! and now kurosagi movie is going to hit singapore too!

shoes shoes shoes shoes..

2008-09-02T11:35:00.002+08:00

here we are.. having a discussion on our pretty boy idols on my tagboard... hahaha
dont worry kay girls, we all want different members anyway..

went to watch movie with nee-chan, ushi unnie and zwan.. Boku no Kanojo wa Cyborg.. it nicely translate as 'my girlfriend is a cyborg'.. but the movies stated it as 'cyborg she'... ?? but it was a nice show, abit typical as its a korean director.. it kind of have that feeling like the my girlfriend thinks she's a cyborg movie..

and like so in the mood for all kinds of desert.. since its fasting, food supply cut of.. and i have like two cheese mooncakes waiting for me in the fridge.. i hope nobody finds it, especially the elder brother.. hmm... i'll hide it in another place.. have a sudden need for chocolate cakes... anybody up for it next week? rashidaaaaaaaaaa? hehehe.. please contact the number in your handphone to enquire for this ad...

pay had better be in by today.. stupid company delaying my pay.. delaying everyone's pay.. some more they go by UOB, which make me a POSB user get it even later... tsk, maybe i should ask my mom to make a joint account to UOB instead.. but then, i dont really favour that bank.. i dont even know anything about banks anyway... -thinks about going to mari- but i dont have mari's phone number anymore.. tsk!

im officially awake during the day.. good isnt it... but i have to revert back by this thursday.. since im working midnight on friday.. -whistles happily- okay im off to school..

we're living in the SM town!!

2008-08-31T00:45:00.003+08:00

this post is officially a rant post...
since there's alot of things that made me pissed off...

the biggest one is being this chinese stick while waiting for the bus.. i was greeted with a damn loooooong line to queue for the bus after work.. and i thought, heck with it, i'll just wait for another bus, but as i stood there, the line seems even more longer when just another two more people stepped in, and the thought that somebody else might stop short at the front made me quickly join the queue..

finally the bus came, and me being the most patient person ever, and due to my lazyness, i stop short near the front to wait for the next bus, making me the head of the so called new line.. a few steps behind was this piece of chinese stick who i saw, and she definitely saw me already taking my place.. i saw with my eyes that she went up to front, went out but she stopped directly in front of the bus door, why? all the seats was occupied... no seats for this chinese stick.. while she ponders on about whether she should board or what, another guy came up behind me..

and so she did the most incredulous thing that made my blood boil in my tired state.. which is just standing about 5 steps in front of me, at the front of the rail, plug in her earpiece and stood there as if that spot was for anybody to take..

and if she dared to think that i was going to let her get away with it, she's damn wrong.. i dont care even if she was first and i was second, she might think 'oh how pettyful of that girl, she'll still get a seat what'.. fuck off bitch, if u think the world goes round your way, go wrap yourself in a box and put yourself in a corner..

i gestured to her that she should move, twice, thrice before she came to me and asked what did i say.. with my tired voice, i politely said that she should move to the back.. what she said was hilarious, into my face she said she was here first.. tsk i think i could hear all my cat aura hissing all around me.. and what was more amazing was that my brain decided to shut down at that second since i was so tired, i couldnt even make a comeback, all i said was i stopped here first.. and she looked at me weirdly before moving to the back...

right there and then, if i could whack myself at the back of my head with a frying pan i would.. seriously, i was so at a loss of words, my brains wasnt functioning that i wasnt even cursing at that piece of chinese stick anymore.. i was cursing at me... and there i was staring blankly at the tile floor while she was glaring at me and furiously typing at her phone.. its like im the one who got away with cutting the queue.. stupid bitch.. grr..

on to my dear customers.. none that got me grilling except one, that totally disgust me... one angmo with CHEST HAIR.. yes he has chest hair which covered his entire, i repeat entire fucking chest.. plus even had stomach hair, all the way down to his fat flabby tummy.. and how do u think i know all this, because he probably didnt know how to wear a shirt properly, he didnt button them, except for the last two maybe..

we really have to thank nature that our body odours is vapourless and fumeless, cause if it was i think that guy could be a new nuclear weapon all by himself.. the smell of him made me go 'oh' the way MC Shin Dong Yup went when he drank that fucking sour lemon juice on EHB ep 1.. oh and the length of his body hair........... it was long okay, it was about 3inch!!

i would like to congratulate myself for breaking the record of my longest post yet.. -claps-

i really hope my dreams would come true, and im making a note now if not never, to study harder so i can study overseas, hopefully get a job there, then settle down there, get married there, get kids there, build a new family there, all in hopes of what, leaving my mother far far far away from my future... and then maybe i could do all sorts of sins in peace before i decide to fully repent for all the future sins that im about to do while im in this stage of maturing into adulthood.. do all this while making sure that she has at least more than enough money in her pockets... the least i could do since i wouldnt want to see her...

nag nag nag nag is all u can do.. so what if ramadan is coming.. i'll do what i have to do, there's no need to rampage all the good and religious ways down my throat, i get it... maybe i should get more midnight shifts while im on holiday this ramadan season so that i wont be home when she is, and she wont be home when i am..

im angry, tired.. my backbone is starting to hurt again.. while im pining for some way to relieve my back of its pain, i cant due to incomplete cracking of my backbone, i can never crack it all the way up, and today i cant even do a single one, it just wouldnt do... and all my muscles and nerves are whining of pain.. i feel like wriggling viciously like a worm trying to escape a hotplate if that can help, only i know it would cause me more pain.. damn it, somebody bring me to therapy..

not to mention, i have about thousands of writing to complete and reading about 20-30 post of this person's blog made me realized how nicely he is writing and he is making me feel so fucking envious that i feel like just pulling his head asking him to teach me how to write spectacularly, although thats not how u would exactly ask somebody to teach u something..

i think i'll be breaking my neck and back bones if i try twisting my head or body much longer..

rant is done... fishy if u get to the end of this sentence i congratulate u.. hahaha...

2008-08-30T11:09:00.004+08:00

'getting happiness from other people's misery'
that phrase.. is actually damn true...

oh and what am i suddenly doing at 11 in the morning.. believe me its unbelievable.. i actually slept at 12am yesterday without even needing medicine..

well actually, there's is a reason for it.. i didnt have enough catch up sleep, so my body just demanded for more.. poor aidil who was expecting me to be up at 1am, since my reputation goes a looong way as a night owl, but which owl isnt a night one..

entered a 20+ and older only forum... went to a special ranting thread.. and wow i had the time of my life laughing at all their problems.. please note that im not making fun of them.. after all what they wrote is for the world to read.. but for now im not able to post there.. i'll think of many posts to type down when im allowed to finally post there.. not that im thrilled to reach the age of 20, that tiny thought is enough to give me the shivers, about a hundred nightmares and a thousand more sleep paralysis.. not that i can stop it anyway, that is enough to make me foam at the mouth..

question of the day..... will i be early for work today?

SHINee's 'The SHINee World' album rocks lah can...

2008-08-29T23:28:00.002+08:00

sore throat..
which means....
fever coming..

sleeping habits got worse the past week... didnt sleep for a night, the next day and night, continue a 20hr of catch up sleep.. only to continue that cycle two more times the next day.. and now i hate the feeling in my throat...

mos was like half empty yesterday.. if only it was like that last saturday... since the rain made not many people come out of their shells.. but yesterday was abit more interesting for me.. at least there was someone who didnt disappoint me.. hee! rashidah knows...

the girl who havent seen the rare candy for a long time..
went up to take just a small bite and ran off..

oh what am i going to do with myself?...

2008-08-26T03:28:00.002+08:00

okay so i havent been taking my medication..
i havent been sleeping and waking up as scheduled..
well...
i found stuff that i needed to do during night time...
which is crucial actually...

i guess this is a little late.. but i wish that H.O.T would have survived longer, so that maybe i could see them since im into Woo Hyuk now... the magnae of H.O.T, only he's not a magnae anymore.. and Junjin of shinhwa.. omo, what's gotten into me.. haha

me bringing fishy into the J and K world have made her move a step further by herself.. she's into rain now.. she's fangirling about Rain! while huda....... gets excited about Heenim.. omg.. my classmates have become fangirls thanks to me..

got stomach indigestion... as least thats what i think it is... after waiting for the doctor for at least 1hour.. he was good at it, which makes up for the waiting time, i almost asked him, why is he taking so long, between the current patient stepping out of his room, and the next patient going into his room.. but i didnt seeing him doing his job so well..

sigh... X-Man is taking so long to complete itself...

saturday night clubbing was the worse.... so crowded, full of smelly sweaty _____... and i dont know whats so wonderful about that platform that people would just squeeze themself up to even though they're standing right at the edge and is just 1inch to falling off.. and smart me wearing heels.................. never will i do it again.... until im absolutely ready for the next time.. T_T..

SHINee album will be out this 28th.. just enough time to wait for my pay and get it...... hee, i so want all those picture album covers.. i hope they will make lots of it, and no repackage please.. i dont want any repackage will extra tracks or better pictures..

i can feel all the poor souls who salvage their money on those Don't Don albums and their repackages all for the sake of the cover albums and new tracks...

SM Entertainment! please dont do it! dont plan it even!

I take your life forever...
You take my life forever...

2008-08-24T01:25:00.000+08:00

Saengil Chukha Hamnida!!
To one of my most precious K-Idols..
Mr. Awesome as spazzes call him...
and i personally think he is Mr. Awesome..
Happy Birthday Kim Jong Woon a.k.a Yesung..
Saranghamnida...

2008-08-22T02:53:00.002+08:00

went to SGH and while walking up that hill, i vaguely remember walking up that hill once a few years back.. except that i dont remember who i was walking up with, who i was visiting...

SGH is kind of... big... and cool... i cant really describe it in words... i've watched alot of hospital dramas, i know the many department and specialism of the medical industry.. its quite overwhelming to see it.. although if i were to be doctor (fat chance), i'd specialised in cardiovascular..

i would never be, those doctors in polyclinics dealing with general stuff..
yea sure they are the most important and makes the base in all doctors...
but i'd like to work in a specialised environment...

like being a vet...
after general learning, u have to specialised in a certain animal...
im still thinking..

so then... had to do questionaire.. from which i realized that i also suffer from sleep paralysis and hypnagogic hallucinations... u can look up sleep paralysis on wiki... which explains why i think im being visited everytime i try to sleep... -shakes head...

i dont really like the doctor... she talks kind of loudly and forcefully... which is kind of irritating, and she also throws her pen around after writing which to me, either she's trying to show her dominance or in simple words being rude.. or maybe because when i was explaining myself, there was a large hint of dominance in my tone.. so then she made walk, sit, lie down..

made some suggestions and a strict regime which i will start by tomorrow so i can have time to adjust over the weekend for monday... for 1month, i have to take medication which induses relaxation.. and then i'll have to see her again.. although the consultation wasnt really was i expected.. hehe..

Mwonga dareun MOVE uriga baro BOOM
B I G B A N G

2008-08-21T03:36:00.002+08:00

oooh finally AC phase test is over and done with... and i'd like to congratulate myself for remembering the steps on handling the HPLC.. also thanks to my lovelies who gave me constant tips.. heee..

on break from work all the way till sat.. which is like wow for the first time ever.. marcus and david are being a little bit too nice.. and also since im already starting to get sick of work at CAT1C.. i prefer working at T2.. gosh havent seen kino for awhile..

going to SGH today for my appointment, although...............
how the hell do i get there?

MLP theory test today... seriously debating whether i'll be able to go.. since i have to go and get the certified letter to see SGH in the morning, and while the appointment is in the afternoon which makes the long gap in between okay to take the test.. only thing is.. not sure what time is the test.. haha.. and also, havent really studied for it.. ahaha...

kya plus BCT test tomorrow.. -faints...

havent had a nice dream in a while....

2008-08-19T02:09:00.000+08:00

happily went down to school today.. and i was on time.. hehe...

ah, but the reason for that is because i woke up very early from my afternoon slumber, and got sleepy at midnight only to wake up at 4am..

so while i happily think that school and work would tire me out but once again for the 89390586293th time, it failed and im still fresh and awake right at home.. even though i was sleeping so peacefully in the bus to work and back home..

and i feel like lying down.. and the only thing that's tempting me to lie down on the bed is so that i can daydream about DBSK..

Rash Rash suddenly developed gastric halfway into school, and she got sent to hospital.. i think its damn bad, she couldnt even stand up.. and now she's on drips, fasting probably for the next 3days.. hahaha... visiting her tomorrow at 8 before reporting for the sports meet.. feel my pain rash rash when i was in hospital for 3days, when i was on drips and wasnt allowed to eat, when i had two people digging around where i dont want them too.. eurgh..

though, get well soon kay.. after all, who would be calling me by 'kitty kitty' or 'meow meow' if you arent around..

2008-08-18T01:41:00.000+08:00

well its 18th august...

Happy Birthday to my dearest Jimmy-Mon...
The 'so-called' Manager of DBSK....
yes continue to take care of my idols well...
its too bad i dont have a picture of you...
maybe i should ask regina... hahaha...

and just as important...
Happy 20th Birthday Kwon Jiyong a.k.a G.Dragon..
god its hard to believe you're just a year older than me..

credits: http://bigbangkorean.wordpress.com/

2008-08-14T01:04:00.005+08:00

when your mom's friend's daughter/son is having a grand wedding.. u get the benefits even without being there.. firstly, food and lots of it is sent to your house.. and may i mention its not the leftover ones.. after that? thank you gifts.. and this time both side decided for it to be chocolates.. while mom brought back about 10 box gifts of heart chocolate.. she brought back about 6 toblerones from the bride's side..

and here i am stuffing myself with toblerones..

work now has become more boring due to the fact that ryda is working morning and i come in during the afternoons.. and its a bit troublesome to layan christian sometimes..

went to school, and its amazing at how much my classmates missed me..
seriously i missed u guys too..

on mc again.. hani never fails to be sick lately...
finally the long awaited appointment...
21.08.08 at SGH..

and my one and only class of JBP.. here's a little something i would like to express to u..
even though its not in english..
as u guys would know... hehehe..

Oh My Friend - Big Bang ft No Brain..

I love u guys...

2008-08-11T01:27:00.002+08:00

havent been listening to punk rock.. but after listening to big bang's somewhat punk rock-ish song, i kind of miss punk rock..

took in black pepper prawns with lots of chilli padi...
super nice but....
as jaejoong says it..

"i wa itai dakedo,
AH! i ite demo oishi!!"

hahaha... yes my stomach hurts just 5mins after eating it..

working together with ryda next door is the bomb.. we were busy talking to each other out of boredom.. although there was a time when marcus did come down to work.. and there i was trying to find something to do out of nothing.. and i all did was wash here and wash there.. what is there to do anyway.. act hard-working in front of your district manager..

met inc at work.. surprisingly.. its been a long time..

big effect slowly coming in...
getting restless..
mood slowly disappearing..
appetite slowly going..
all i want... sleep...

night... it all comes back.. and im okay... funny huh? haha..

oh my friends...

2008-08-07T01:24:00.003+08:00

'lack of discipline'....

i use to think that was it.. but now i dont think so anymore..
i use to blame myself for it.. but now...

sheesh, even hooligans can sleep at night and wake up in the early morning..
i can never do that.. since young, i was never able to wake up in the morning...
im not trying to explain myself here...

but the problem is starting to get abit in the major side...
there's no one to confide into...

cause all they'll say is.. 'oh you're still young, that's why..'

bought a new hard drive, finally.. nee-chan had to accompany me all the way to funan, since eastpoint didnt stock it.. but, im suddenly so glad for it.. although i did do something stupid with my files, causing me to go into shock for at least 2-3 hours..

Hudz, im sorry for not being around today.. it's suppose to be your day today..
Forgive me?

i want to be around you guys...
i dont want this to affect me...

tsk, i sound so the emotional......... Fishy! wanted to talk to u.. demo ne.. i dont have your house number.. hehehehe...

cant the appointment come quickly?!

outta control, what is your mind?
stop bangin my head, my eyes gone red...

2008-08-05T00:01:00.002+08:00

as usual for my very late posts... there's no need to forgive me and all...

went to science center for the second time in a week.. which concludes our supposedly exciting practical there... 'boriiiiiiiiiiiing'... walking around doing nothing but looking at the oh so exciting stuff and filling up the questions there.. of course i did went excited for awhile, its only my second time there.. no childhood yes i know.. my childhood consist of clubbing, drinking, lesbians and the sort..

nee-chan was very kind and allowed me to hang over for MTV AA.. which im so thankful for.. to see suju get their award and perform, although im disappointed that they didnt perform dont don.. tsk.. but to see siwon saying thanks in gooood english was very..... how do i say that, touching? for us...

went for work, where i thought that chris would be working with me.. but actually it was david, thank god im like early.. and there's another new trainee.. casper.. u can see alot of trainees when it comes to working with david.. so anyway.. once again, 'disturb-hani-since-ahfong-is-next-door' operation came on because david went ahead to tell casper that i think he's kawaii.. and too bad ahfong isnt around.. in which 1hour later, ahfong really did came out from transit to help out for awhile.. tsk...

and when im done, david did the most surprising thing.. in which suddenly asking the staff next door for his number.. 0_0.. i mean like they really got it for him, and there he was passing it to me.. i mean what am i suppose to do with it, okay i know what im suppose to do with it.. but as if im really going to dial that number..

yes, 2mrw getting that disk drive...

2008-07-31T02:19:00.002+08:00

bloody ulcer is making me suffer excruciating pain...

i cant chew properly...

i cant drink properly...

i cant speak properly...

i drool excessively.. this may be disgusting to u, but when u cant control the strongest muscle in your body, there's absolutely nothing u can do.. oh this is when im trying to put on medicine...

the last time i suffered from an ulcer like this, i lost weight, because i couldnt even bear the pain to eat.. and because of the pain, i got a fever..

oh this is an ulcer on the side of the tongue by the way.. the slightest movement of the mouth or speech u make, moves your tongue.. so understand my poor feelings...

Are you still dreaming? Breathing?

2008-07-29T04:07:00.002+08:00

what the heck am i doing at this unearthly hour.. well, slept from 6pm till 11pm.. beauty sleep coming back to me, and now i cant sleep, of course..

AC test coming on 'gas chromatography' which i have neither heads nor tails on manual injection.. had aidil go through some of the protocols with me.. seriously, i hate gc.. lc is much easier than gc.. lc = liquid chromatography by the way..

had MLP practical test today, which me and rashidah get to happily prick each other again.. while my smear was so.......... not that nice... oliver-sensei just had to mark me before i could search her 2nd blood slide to find a monocyte, nice and big and CLEAR .. like cibai.. with our microscope its actually hard to differenciate between a neutrophil and an eosinophil! i guess only si oliver can figure it out..

listened to Suju's super show Asia concert album.. and hearing the fans singing Marry U, really made me almost teared up.. and its like u end up singing with them, with the acoustic guitar playing, and suju filling up at the end of song.. u know the suju boys are crying themselves.. i cant wait for the entire concert dvd, i hope there is one, i hope they will make it.. cause i really really want to get it..

having stupid people msg me out of nowhere.. which is really annoying, claiming to have my name and number in your phonebook and just calling/msg-ing just to know who i am.. im unimpressed.. my time and free msgs have places to go which is not to your phone..

i want my diagnosis now...
i want to know if i really have it..